Kink Me! #29

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Kink Me! #29
*closed to new prompts*Welcome to Kink Me! Merlin #29!

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[anonymous]

Arthur/Merlin, established relationship.

Merlin ends up on a wheelchair and at first Arthur is very sweet and caring with him. When he overhears the doctors saying that he would lose the ability to feel anything from his waist down Arthur panics because he's always been very sexually active with Merlin and the idea of not having sex anymore scares the hell out of him. He leaves him without confronting him and even if the guilt eats him he distracts himself otherwise (cheating, gambling, drinking)...

When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 1.1/?

[anonymous]

Hi everyone! I'm not sure it's worth writing more though I have some ideas, so if you have any opinion on that let me know please? Also I'm not a native speaker of English but I loved this prompt no end and was just unbearably tempted, so I'm truly sorry if it's too terrible anyway

When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 1.2/?

[anonymous]

Merlin leaves the hospital two weeks later. In a wheelchair. Arthur carries him into the car and folds the wheelchair clumsily - he's not used to it, but he reckons he will be. Merlin is pliant and heavy in his arms when Arthur carries him to bed at home, and his lips are warm and scratchy on Arthur's neck. He's dependant on Arthur now and though he's never liked it he seems to be alright with it. After all, his struggling for doing things himself was partially the reason of all this

Re: When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 1.2/?

[mollrach13]

I love that Arthur seems more freaked than Merlin at the moment. Hope you do write more! x

Re: When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 1.2/?

[anonymous]

Thank you! xx I did indeed write a bit more. And yes, Arthur has had a lot more time and chance to wind himself up about it than Merlin so he's honestly freaked as hell.

When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 2.1/?

[anonymous]

I'm posting it anyway, this prompt goes on eating my brainThis part is at least PG-13 because there's some dirty talk

When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 2.2/?

[anonymous]

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Morgana can say what she likes - which she does anyway - but Arthur is a gentleman. He waits for a week and a half before trying to seduce Merlin after their teeth are brushed, the lights are off and the moolight starts gathering in stain-like puddles on the floor. He’s not after sex as it is seeing as Merlin is still far from recovery but, well, a little bit of affection would be nice. Arthur is hungry for touch, the tenderness and the passion that always accompany him and Merlin in bed; he feels like since the accident some kind of wall is growing between them and he can’t even properly see Merlin behind it

Re: When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 2.2/?

[anonymous]

Oh this is heartbreaking. Interested to see where you take this Anon!

Re: When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 2.2/?

[anonymous]

Why, thanks! Hope I won't disappoint with the next part.

When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 3.1/?

[anonymous]

There's a bit of swearing in this part. And to be honest I'm pretty far from medicine in general and the British one in particular so some details might be messed up and I'm sorry for that if any professional ever reads that

When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 3.2/?

[anonymous]

Merlin looks hopeful studying the results of his x-ray. He doesn’t know shit about how to read these pictures but Gaius gives them to him with a smile and Merlin evidently thinks it’s a good sign. Arthur feels sick knowing that this smile is as fake as a fake thing in the land of fake things

Re: When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 3.2/?

[anonymous]

This is so sad, Arthur knowing and Merlin hoping.
Thanks for this quick update.

Re: When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 3.2/?

[anonymous]

It is the saddest thing yes - when people and feelings and everything crash into things that cannot be changed or undone.
You're welcome! This text kind of pours out of my fingers so it is really quick.

When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 4.1/?

[anonymous]

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Merlin is taking a nap after lunch. Arthur is not sure why but he just takes the open book off of Merlin’s evenly rising and falling chest and pulls the duvet higher so that Merlin’s bony shoulders wouldn’t feel cold. Then he slips out and goes to the living-room where there is his laptop on the coffee table.

Arthue has a blog. No one knows about it - well, perhaps, Merlin knows since he knows too much about Arthur than any person in their right mind would want to but he never says anything if he does. Arthur uses a pseudonym in his blog in case anyone he knows ever stumbles across it; he’s prince028 and it is a really lame name up to anyone’s standarts but Arthur doesn’t care - and it’s nice not to care once in awhile. He started the blog three years ago when there was no Merlin in his life but he already felt that biting need to talk to someone and no one trustworthy enough was around. He thought of buying a goldfish that would be making bubbles out of its mute round mouth while he’d be telling it about his day but

When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 4.2/?

[anonymous]

Suddenly typing an entry seems the most stupid and hollow thing he can do about the mess that his life has turned into and he posts it as it is and turns off comments to this one, just in case

Re: When I Wake Up I Find You're Gone, pt 4.2/?

[anonymous]

Oh this is breaking my heart. Arthur's hopelessness echoes throughout this fic, making it feel so real, and I just don't know how he's every going to combat that. As sad as this is, I'm really enjoying it. Thanks for sharing anon.