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[kinky_elephant]

I want the best for myself. I wnat to succeed in life. Hopefully get married pop out a kid and have a house. But in order to do that I may leave.

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[tragic_eternity]

hunny, i want u to succeed too in life, you are an amazing person and i know you can shine in anything you do. As much as i would hate life without desiree , i still think you need to do whatever is best for you.I have been kind of concerned about you in the past couple of months. i just dont want anything bad to happen to you. I know you are a smart girl and whatever you do in life you can succeed at.

[kinky_elephant]

Robyn I love you. you are like a sister to me. Even though we never see each other I still love you. I wish we would see each other more and we can. I still have alot of thinking to do. Im highly considering moving to Kentucky with my Uncle I think a new start is what I need. Its not against anyone that Im leaving I want to do this for myself. I need to really think more about it and how its going to change my ways for the better

[tragic_eternity]

but where ever you go there will still be problems, there is that phrase" you cant run away from your problems" .. if you want to start fresh and change in better ways, then that takes you to put your mind to it and just do it, if you feel that moving to a new state will make that easier on you then i understand, but really its just up to you , where ever u go are shitty ppl and drugs , so really you need to just be strong and make the best u can be. Start today and just change your ways, start thinking more clearly. i know you can succeed , but if u continue to party , then i wont be possible , you have such great potential be good at anything .. go for it

[kinky_elephant]

I love you :) but to be honest with you the partying isnt whats getting to me. Its the people I cant take this drama and shit anymore. Everyone here is a fuckin crackhead. I can control my partying. I also understand if I move there will be drama there and crackheads to. But if I move I'll be able to start fresh. no one will know me and I wont know them. I'll meet knew people. I still have to really think about this whole thing though. If I move its a big decision. I'm thinking about everything and everyone. I will miss you more than I can say along with alot of other people. I would be leaving Russell behind and Brianna.