i'm leaving.. in 6 days.

i'm all shaken. -sigh-

i really have no idea.. my heart and my body are changing at such different rates. today i had a breakdown. my brother and i got into a huge arguement over something really petty.. and now tomorrow we're going to six flags together.. i just feel like we both are panicking.. we're panicking because we know this is the end... this is the end of our ( Read more... )

Well Snoopy's at the animal hospital getting his stitches.. fun fun.. ;\ So while I wait for all this to get done, I'm listening to Tatyana Ali. haha. I'm a loser.. -sigh-.. i'm really happy lately though.. minus the snoopy thing.. but you know.. yeah. sam is so cute.. especially when he sleeps and smiles and everything.. ahhh... :} < ( Read more... )

... but laying in the grass with sam is THE most beautiful thing ever. i love him so much... he's the best boyfriend i've ever had... he takes care of me and he picks up garbage at a park. he likes the ny philharmonic.. and he's just.. (insert perfect word here).... ahhhh the spice girls really gets me writing. hahaha. i love this song "2 become 1 ( Read more... )

snoopy is gonna live, his tumor isnt a spreading type so he'll be just fine. tonight i'm seeing my lovey bunny and we're gonna hang around and take care of my pup. :) i love him. <3 i love both of them. lol. ^_^

are you guys alive out there? lol. i dont see anyone on lj anymore. hm. maybe its because damned myspace has taken over our brains. gah ( Read more... )

Snow can wait ( Read more... )

and sometimes you just let me choke. this goes out to no one.. but rather everyone.. and no not everyone but myself. confused? ah, yes. isnt everything? in this spinning world i used to think things were wrong and things were right. now, i realize things just are. but how to escape such a violent display of stubborn blindness around me. who knows. ( Read more... )

schools almost done.. i'm almost leaving. it's kind of insane ( Read more... )