i really miss him.. it's insane.. i don't see him for one day and i find myself constantly thinking about him. i love how he looks at me... we just stare at each other for minutes at a time and he smiles at me.. and then we both whimper and talk about how much we like each other. lol. it's crazy how attatched i've grown to him in just the past few ( Read more... )

i have a boyfriend.. and he's not just a boy-friend... i think im in a real relationship now.. ♥..

"hoping is for the hopeless while the eager know for sure"- i came up with that.. i dunno if i like it all the way though. :\ meh. anyhoo g'night all. <333333333333

"Dreams"- The Cranberries ( Read more... )

well, mister someone is all upstate and whatnot now, so i'm just hangin out alone by myself for now. yup yup. today was pretty cool though.. me and my dad went out to post thinking there was rehearsal but turned out there wasnt, so rather than taking the normal way home we took some other road, and it was pretty awesome 'cause we found this organic ( Read more... )

My gift is my song and this one's for you ( Read more... )

Let Go ( Read more... )

yeah. jen met another boy. we arent dating but we did hang out today.. we're just friends. but he really is quite cool. you guys will all meet him eventually.. i think you'll like this one... so yesh.. our day was quite fantastic actually.... lol.. after i shoveled snow he came over by train and we walked to the jr high and sat on the swings in ( Read more... )

theres a fucking cloud over my entire body.. im being devoured by every stupid little thing.. people dont call me back.. and suicide becomes a logical explanation.. i have writers block.. the answer my brain screams out? suicide. i eat a shitty tofu dog.. and i see it as a fucking metaphor for my life. i dont know how, but everything is killing me ( Read more... )

show at cm tonight.. playin the pit. ooh yeah. lol. ;p k bye bye

im starting to like girls... a lot. and guys... they just bother me ..... a lot. im not sure how to take this, but for now i think guys are off limits, and girls are what im looking for. thats just how im feelin. *sigh*

i dont care who sees this. it just needed to be said. im bi. yeah... and what.