whee... I've gone and gotten myself sick. My life now offically sucks. I hate it. My head's all stuffy and I can't think straight. I think I shall hide under the blankets all day.

Dear world at large.

I am a freak of society. Please stop asking me to act normal.  I don’t want to act normal. I’m sick of acting normal. Acting normal sucks and its not that much fun either. If I have to continue acting as such I think I’ll explode in frustration.  In fact I don’t even wish to ever be normal.

I know this rapidly depletes any ( Read more... )

The Dream King

( An Alec Drabble )

I am going to kill Alec. He turned me Sueish.


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I went flying yesterday. Under my own power... sort of. I mean without the help of machines like an airplane. Gaelon provided me with a pair of wings. White feathery wings that grew from my back for a couple of hours. We went flying out around my place. It was fun. The whole wind in the face and what not ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been having this dream. In this dream I have this most beautiful dog. Sometimes its this golden lab sort of dog, other times it's a German shepard or a mutt. In any case it's the bestest dog in the entire world. Loving, friendly and waiting. And in these dreams I'm always just remembering that I have to take care of it. That I haven't ( Read more... )

I feel as if I should write something long and thoughtful about how I'm feeling and what not. But all I can think of to say is, I want a horse.

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Alec stands in the small room, his chest bare, hands loose at his sides as he tries to control his breathing. Behind him he can hear the drummer shifting as she gets into a comfortable position and the priest fidgeting with his robes. He can feel their eye on him, trailing over his back, looking at the hundreds of little white scars that ( Read more... )

It's funny. A while ago, not having anyone on Valentine's day was the worst thing that was on my mind. Now it's a pale paltry item compared to my current mental state (or lack there of). I really really just want to go away. But I promised I wouldn't. So I haven't. It's been very difficult, but I haven't ( Read more... )