It's nights like this that I wish I smoked.
The excuse to go outside and destroy myself in the cold sounds like a blessing.

Good day was a fluke. I've been tearing myself apart since.

Pill #1 at increased doseage of 20mg ( Read more... )

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Pill #5.

I've started waking up at about 6:30. Aside from the anxiety of how bad the day will be if I don't get back to sleep, it's fine. I go back to sleep for the last hour.
My eyes have been watering a lot. I wonder if that's related at all.

Pill #1.

One of the possible side effects is increased sweating/yawning.
Weird.

It's been a while since I've posted here in any coherent fashion, so I thought I'd give it a shot.

A lot has happened in my life, even within the past 6 months. I graduated from my Animation program, and got accepted into an internship at Starz Animation working on a short film. At the end on the 4 months, I was hired on until April to work on a ( Read more... )

it's terrifying.

The sun is here. Nothing is brighter.

I need to do someting. I think I need to.

Everything ends, everything ends, everything ends, everything ends...

Why won't this?