I don't think he understands.
I need everything.
And everything includes the occasional nothing.

My life is overall okay ( Read more... )

I don't want this.

Well damn.

I find myself craving idealism.
What a change from high school, from where I would reject it with every ounce of my being.

That bittersweet pang for aesthetic perfection returned full force with the frosty whistle of winter. And with that notion, I realize just how strange my view of beauty truly is.

Edit: I am dizzy with colour.

I have never been more tempted to hit someone in my life.

I have never been so surrounded by people and been so completely isolated.

I am determined to prove to everyone who has ever loved me that I am worth something.

So, in 3D animation, there are a lot of things to take into consideration. One is the fact that there are tons of controllers, making things move. There is a specific grouping for every sub-group - there's a group for the entire body, to allow for walking and such, different controllers for the arms, elbows, wrists, then each individual finger. ( Read more... )

Who do you run to to cry at, when your normal shoulder is gone? I'm lonely.

And goddamn, do I wish I hadn't burnt my hand so badly.

I remember once when I was a kid, I sat outside during school recess and played on the recorder I had. I just sat there, near the baseball diamond, with people playing everywhere around me, but staying well out of my way ( Read more... )

Can anyone do me a favour and tell me something about Death Note?

( Spoiler-y bit, kinda )