i like this thing called music ( Read more... )

all i want in life is what everybody wants.
happiness.

thats not unique.

and im bummed.

yesterday as a whole was a lot of fun.
it's nice being in the company of friends.

im shakin in my shoes!
but they're new!

they're new shoes!

im an idiot.

i have lost everything.

im hurting myself over and over ( Read more... )

everything right now in my life taste sweet ( Read more... )

"this old machine
has been good to me
all of my life
i have waited for you"

i literaly played that song in my room over and over on guitar and sang it.

i love it.

i cant sleep and my stomach hurts.
i hate myself for not knowing exactly what was said last night..
i guess alcohol does that to you.
im over it.
its not even worth it.

my plans are ruined and i hurt someone i love.
how shitty is that?

i feel like absolute shit.

i am a dirt bag.
a fucking huge one.

ive been in a weird mood lately.
ive tried to be chipper about things going on, but i feel like they just dont care....

whatever.

im fine.

i have a live burn tomorrow, that should lighten things up.
or maybe they might just heat things up!! hahahahaha