YOUR BIBLE NOWevilharperFebruary 11 2002, 20:33:28 UTC
ahh the serendipity of torment. Welcome to the club, kiddo. Not everyone, including you, goes around thinkin the world is a perfect place, although it's your birthright to do so. But it seems to me this new wave of depression and AHEM suicidal contemplation leaves me with a taste of hypocricy in my mouth about you. If you are religious, keep the faith, if you have doubts, there is you first sign of not believing in your god and your torah. And if you think it's attractive to guys or even think it's cool to be depressed and suicidal, you are being so for the wrong reasons
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Re: YOUR BIBLE NOWkiratchka69February 12 2002, 18:54:39 UTC
i'm happy. i have my little utopia. what's a road w/o a few bumps. don't try to change me or how i portray my pain. my life isn't perfect but it's ordinary, and this may sound bad but that's what i aways wanted it to be, i'll work on unique later. another thing, who are you to be so cruacial. we may all have diffrent standerds and goals in life, but most of us want to be with someone whether it's for tupping or for the deeper spiritual relationship. how dare you tell me to get over him. no i will not. you don't know how it feels so see you and anna together , happy , in your little garden of Eden. don't you see that you were lucky enouph to find that and i'm jelouse of your happiness. i want somebody like that. somebody who is stable in my life and is always there for me. and not a family member b/c they usually don't understand, (just good for $). is it so wrong to wish for the impossible. just let me be. let my dreams come to me
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Whatever, i hope all your dreams come true, but when you're finished and dissapointed you wasted half or all your life, come to us, if we'll still be there...
Oh, and by the way, despite what you may think...We are NOT in eden. And all of it up until recently has just been hell, if not worse. And how dare YOU tell me its luck. I worked for this. I put time and energies into something that i wanted and now you're repremanding me for it and telling me i don't know what it feels like to be lonely??! How dare you even think, let alone think of these things?!
And i'll tell you something else. If you were half the person i was, which you and Anna think so little of, you would know better, and on top of that, would know what it takes to get and KEEP a man. Who is the lonely one, and who is the one with someone who (i think) cares for me? Answer that one to me please.
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i get all obsessive compulsive about it and feel the need to bitch.
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and while you're at it, listen to some real music.
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And i'll tell you something else. If you were half the person i was, which you and Anna think so little of, you would know better, and on top of that, would know what it takes to get and KEEP a man. Who is the lonely one, and who is the one with someone who (i think) cares for me? Answer that one to me please.
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