don't make fun of me, i need love, confidents.don't make fun of me

welll what can i say, i havn't been on in a while. not much shit has happened.anna and her mom are always at battle. i'm not saying i always get in the crossfire or that i want to, just keep telling what is the best thing for anna to do from my stupid narrowminded opinion ( Read more... )

welll what can i say, i havn't been on in a while. not much shit has happened.anna and her mom are always at battle. i'm not saying i always get in the crossfire or that i want to, just keep telling what is the best thing for anna to do from my stupid narrowminded opinion ( Read more... )

so depressed, i went to my grandma's yesterday, we some some indian flick on the russian channel. then i went to val's house it was her baby bro's b-day. then we went to hang out at the park. anna and dima were smuching. the other dima was chasing me, dude get over it. then at 11, my mommy came and we went home. umm that's about it. gina called me ( Read more... )

it hurts so much inside
no place to hide
crawling under my skin
feel the pain within

kill
die
go away
there is nothing u can say

of course it's not ur fault
it never is

u don't know what u have done to me
u make me feel like scum
just want u gone

pain everywhere
no place to hide
there is only one escape
suicide

Results ( Read more... )

someone who is close to ms.p told me he doesn't like me. i cried. i cried some more and then i saw him. and then i died.

yesterday i went to kira W's house. for thoes of u who don't know yes there are 2 of us. anyways, it was fun n' all, gina wanted to go home, but i was enjoying myself, it's harder to keep shabat alone, usually i just sit and read all day, then some buds come 'n bug me. i wish we could have played some games, but oh well it was fun. mike was hitting ( Read more... )

p.s. funny how life is, be careful for what u wish for ( Read more... )

For the rest of you that don't know my corny heartbreaking story that happened on frinday here it is: there is this kid in my school who i'v been crushing on since last year. i gave him a code name so he won't know i'm talking about him ;ms.p( ym stupid persian) he is totaly hot and yes i'm shallow but he's one of thoes guys who can make me lauph ( Read more... )