Well things that no one really cares about... about me ( Read more... )

I'm not. Homecoming. The thought sickens me. From last year. At first I didn't want to go. But now I want to go. I just don't have a date. All my friends do. Jordan will be taking Miranda, Jared will be taking Lauren, Cameron is probably going with Rochelle. I'm so happy for them. I really am. But what about me? I'm just being selfish... I guess. ( Read more... )

Relationship over
I'm crying
I'm depressed
I wan't to die
I had an odd dream last night
I had a dream that I died
Shame that it came true
I'm emotionally dead
Another shame
With my father
No sharp objects...

Got up early ugh... (5:30am ( Read more... )

I fear that I have sinned again ( Read more... )

Lone Wolf says ( Read more... )

You have no idea, how I feel. I want to slice my fucking arms apart. I do feel like A whore. Well not a whore. But I feel really bad about something. Lately, Scott has been sleeping all day. So when I get home, he's too tired to do anything. So today i'm like. Well since you're up. I'm busy! I hung out with Hunter. My ex. Who aparently still loves ( Read more... )

I feel like crap. And to say the least downright suicidal. I don't want to bring attention to myself. But... blogging helps me just a little bit. My boyfriend came over earlier. Ignored me. The usual. I was depressed already. Which I already blogged about, i'll put that in here in a moment. But we talked, after he came in my room. I was in there ( Read more... )

It just seems that no one wants to spend time with me. I'm not always busy people. Call me up and see if you want to hang out. I'm not always with my boyfriend. Do I even have friends anymore? I mean friends that want to see me. Or spend time with me. If you can't, too busy with anything else. Then it makes me feel like shit. I don't want to be ( Read more... )

Is getting very thin. I'm tempted to snip it and go off on everyone. Why? Because they won't stop pestering me. I'm very tempted (also) to go kill someone. Yes. Very interesting no? But who cares? I will atempt not to say effing anything. But like I said. Patience is growing thin. And I don't feel like dealing with ANY BS today. Thank you ( Read more... )