uuuughhhh, I need to get this out of my chest! ToT
Spoilers of volume 2
[SPOILERS! ]I feel so absolutely bad for Lin Siquan!!!! ToT this poor man! ugh! he knew he didn't like women since high school but his parents stayed in denial (his mom sucks! she even tried to kill herself multiple times to change him!), then, he falls in love with a man that only used him for fun, had to tolerate his other lovers and forcefully gets married to a woman who never liked him, who was actively sleeping with her boss for favors, just because his parents pressured him............. AND THEN (as if all of this wasn't enough!!!!!) he's dumped by the man he loves because he's not even good as a side dish and loses his job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!! [SPOILERS! ]This is so freaking sad!!! I know Yu-laoshi probably dumped him because he's taking whatever-he-has with Xing Ming seriously (or that's what I hope!) but... but he wasted 10 years of poor Lin's life!!! yes! I know YZ never offered a relationship but he probably knew Lin was in love and just let that go on.... ugh T.T Wait! maybe that's the reason why he acts all mean with Xing Ming when he feels he's falling in love? he doesn't want to repeat the same mistake?........ THEN WHY ON EARTH DID HE ACT JEALOUS AND POSESSIVE???! AAAAAAAAAGGHHH don't do that if you consider XM as just a toy! let him free!!!!!! (yeah, yeah, I know Yu must be already in love but in denial but this still makes me suffer! the aaaaaaangst!!! ugh!) [SPOILERS! ]Lin Siquan's situation is so sad that even XM feels bad for him, even more since he himself is part of the cause of his suffering! this is awful for everybody! ToT