maybe i don't feel so bad anymore in ome ways... but i feel worse in others... well... it's almost as if... karma... heh... well... only if i were hindu... well... i was once... hehe... but... fr the first time... well... not the first... but i suppose... for the first time in a long time... karma seems to be working... well... gods know... i can't ( Read more... )

Okay, now maybe that WASN'T such a good idea... Maybe I did get a little... carried away? And maybe now I feel... kind of crappy? Yeah... Okay... Gods, this got really confusing in a really short amount of time... I am so confused... I fel so guilty... but only because I don't feel guilty... And I should... shouldn't I? How did I get myself INTO ( Read more... )

I feel so wierd... all day I've felt like... someone else... I don't know... like I've been trapped in like... a wierd dream... but I'm not waking up... I'm so confused... I have no idea what's going to happen... but I am so confused... I cannot believe that happened...

Why... did I tell my mom anything... why.... and... I... why did... I... I didn't mean to... I just... grabbed my razor... and... afterwords... I still don't feel any better...

::would like to know if Web has an email address or something::

My c'hi is a little overwhelming right now! Perhaps a release of c'hi in a way of relief really WOULDN'T benefit me that much... But to be able to preform a repetitive motion without losing control? Could I do that? It would certainly heighten my ability to use my c'hi... Perhaps I could go longer without losing it... but not losing it at all and ( Read more... )

A wheel has thirty spokes... it's what's not there that makes it useful. I'm out of school now. Why do we have school in the first place? The drum is covered by canvas... it's the empty space within that causes it to make a noise when struck ( Read more... )

I passed all my classes. -_- I don't want to be sick right now...

That pompous bitch is claiming I got her drunk and raped her! My GODS! She's probably going to tell her dad or something! And I'm freaking going to get in trouble! Why is she doign this!?! Ah! I don't know what to say! I'm scared!

Why do I have to be such a coward... and so stupid... and feel guilty about everything... I can't even ask for anything I want... I'm just pathetic... oh... and instead of actually TRYING to... I go and do something stupid...