Conversation (With Comments) II
I get the feeling that this still isn't over, though I could be wrong. I'm not sure if I prefer for it to be over, at this point, or if I want to hope things get better.
Later That First Night
(MSN Messenger; Texting Thing)
9/25/2009 6:30:06 AM Elysse o 3o ... Testing?
9/25/2009 6:31:54 AM Arseface Works
9/25/2009 6:32:16 AM Elysse Excellent. xD Sorry to bother you. Gotobed.
9/25/2009 6:32:53 AM Arseface Come to bed with me eheheheh
9/25/2009 6:33:02 AM Elysse Pffft, in your dreams.
9/25/2009 6:33:34 AM Arseface Then i shall hurry off to sleep so i can dream
9/25/2009 6:33:45 AM Elysse Sure sure. xD
9/25/2009 6:34:49 AM Arseface Woop im dreamin where are yoouuu
9/25/2009 6:35:22 AM Elysse You can't text and dream at the same time, dummy. GOTOBEDO.
9/25/2009 6:36:22 AM Arseface Gotobedo? Yeah ok :) ni night
9/25/2009 6:36:34 AM Elysse G'night.
Sep 25, 2009 10:33 pm
(GaiaOnline PM)
sure wish you would have told me to go fuck myself when i gave you my number instead of taking it and then just not texting me
REPLIED:
I didn't mean it like that. I wasn't sure when you wanted me to, and I didn't want to be a bother. =/ I'm sorry.
(MSN Text Messenger)
Elysse says (10:51 PM):
I'm sorry. I didn't not message you to be rude. I wasn't sure when was a good time, and I didn't want to bother you. =/
Arseface says (10:52 PM):
Mhm
Elysse says (10:52 PM):
I wasn't doing it to be rude.
Arseface says (10:55 PM):
You suuuuuuure? You can tell me the truth yaknow. Imma big boy i can handle rejection lol
Elysse says (10:56 PM):
Really pretty sure. It doesn't make a lot of sense to lie about something like that, then message you, does it?
Arseface says (10:57 PM):
You only messaged me cuz i messaged you first
Elysse says (10:58 PM):
Correct. When you said to add you, I wasn't sure when you meant that I was supposed to talk to you.
Arseface says (11:01 PM):
I told you anytime
Elysse says (11:02 PM):
And I didn't want to be a bother.
Elysse says (11:05 PM):
If you wanted to talk, you could have very easily messaged me to start a conversation. It works both ways, you know.
Arseface says (11:19 PM):
I did message you
Elysse says (11:19 PM):
Sure, but only after you were sure I was ignoring you and had a pissed off tyrade.
Arseface says (11:23 PM):
Not really pissed off that you were ignoring you, only mildly pissed that youre like "ok ill add him then never text him ke ke ke"
Elysse says (11:24 PM):
Do you honestly think I'd do that to you? What purpose would that serve?
Arseface says (11:28 PM):
Eh just nevermind
silly me forwanting to talk to ya
bye
Elysse says (11:29 PM):
If you want to talk to me, then go ahead. Just don't assume that I'm intentionally being a bitch to you.
...Bye, I guess.
9/26/2009 5:45:14 PM
(MSN Text Messenger)
5:45:14 PM Elysse ...So you still mad at me?
6:48:09 PM Arseface Well i smiled when i got your text
6:48:55 PM Elysse That didn't really answer my question. xD
6:49:46 PM Arseface Kinda did :p
6:50:16 PM Elysse ...I'll give you that one. I guess. > . >
6:53:26 PM Arseface Hah :)
6:53:33 PM Elysse Shut up. xD
6:55:48 PM Arseface Okay
6:55:59 PM Elysse I was joking. =/
6:58:23 PM Arseface So was i ;)
6:58:37 PM Elysse I wasn't sure. =/
7:00:48 PM Arseface Well i sowwy
7:01:07 PM Elysse S'aight. Not jur fawlt.
7:03:13 PM Arseface So what are you doing?
7:03:32 PM Elysse Hanging out with a friend and playing Pokemon. And you? How're things?
7:04:06 PM Arseface I so jealous eh things are stressful as ever
7:04:46 PM Elysse Jealous? Of what? xD Aww. I'm sorry to hear that. =/ I hoep they improve.
Sep 27, 2009 4:40 am
(GaiaOnline PM)
unblock spammasterjay then send me a massage
im tired of my nooby mulle >.<
xD I unblocked you like, two days ago, retard.
o.o
good to know
Mhm, just goes to show that you didn't really try to message me from this one.
no i didnt ill admit that
but before i messaged you on unknown i did try thats why i used my mule
then i just figured that you didnt bother to unblock this one so i kept using him
S a'ight. I guess I shouldn't assume that you know things that you don't.
If you're on MSN, conversations could be easier. =/
thiskillingglass@hotmail.com
Or we could keep talking here. Your choice.
yeah msn would be easier
(MSN Messenger)
(4:08 PM)
Elysse: But it was nice. D:
Jason: it will grow back
Elysse: Sure, in a year or so.
Jason: psh my hair grows faaaaaaaaaast
Elysse: Girl please. :talk2:
Jason: ಠ 3ಠ
Elysse: That is a ridiculous face. xD
Jason: yup :]
Jason: did you check out that song i told you about?
Elysse: No I didn't. I'm not having another Lollipop. > . <
Jason: its better ;3
Elysse: I doubt it.
Jason: wannna bet?
Elysse: Yeah I do.
Jason: youre on ;]
Jason: http://www.myspace.com/vampireweekend
Elysse: ...Wait, you meant for srs?
Jason: song's called apunk
Jason: i am TOTALLY cereal
Jason: check it ;D
Elysse: Mebbe lata, homez.
Jason: :'[
Elysse: Rob's always "WANNA BET!" And he doesn't mean it. xD
Jason: ?
Elysse: I thought you were joking.
Elysse: Don't sadface. D:
Jason: why would i joke about telling you to check out a song??
(Jason: and how am i suppose to know who that rob guy is -___-
Elysse: Rob's my bestust friend. D:
Elysse: I don't know! YOu make jokes about everything. .__.
Elysse: ...?
Jason: huh?
Elysse: I duno. You didn't say anything back. .____.
Jason: my bad?
Elysse: No, it's okay.
Jason: -doesnt know what to say-
Elysse: I dunno. You started it. ;shrug: Think of something.
Jason: what did i start?
Elysse: The conversation. o 3o;
Jason: and it woulda been way easier if you woulda clicked the link -____-;
Elysse: What link?
Jason: >_>
Jason: nvm
Elysse: I... am lost.
Elysse: The music?
Jason: yeha
Jason: sure
Elysse: That wasn't convincing.
Jason: ?
Elysse: Dude, can you just, for once, make sense?
Jason: how many links did i put in?
Jason: one riiiiiight?
Jason: >_>
Elysse: Okay, okay. Sheeesh.
Elysse: Don't have a hissy fit.
Jason: -_-
Elysse: .---.
Jason: ever hear of nevershoutnever?
Elysse: ...No.
Jason: O_O
Jason: wow..
Elysse: Wow?
Jason: you are so deprived
Elysse: Coming from you, thatmaens nothing.
Elysse: *that means
Jason: ouch
Elysse: ;shrug:
Jason: eh
Jason: well when youre done being a bitch then maybe we can talk some more
Jason is now Offline
Elysse: ...Holy sheesh. And I was even going to listen to your song. Get your panties out of your crack.
(GaiaOnline PM)
How about you try messaging me when you don't feel like being an arrogant bastard, okay?
youre right
me asking you to check out a song is me being arrogant
silly me
It wasn't about asking me to listen to a song, and you know it. You freaking prick.
You know, I really don't understand you. You go out of your way to apologize, and suck up to me. Then you freak out at me, then we're cool again, then you call me a bitch. DO YOU HAVE BIPOLAR DISORDER??!?!?!
*what the hell?
i tell you to look up the song and you go on about some rob dude like out of nowhere
and then i ask if you have heard of something else and then oh of course you had to have some snarky ass remark about all that too
all i wanted to do was talk to you but you MUST be sarcastic all the time.
And we've had this discussion about songs before. Do you really think I want another stupid song stuck in my head? Better yet, another stupid song that reminds me of you?
Ignoring all the rest of this, because I feel like it, yes, I AM sarcastic all the time.
You keep saying this, "All I wanted to do was talk to you," yet all you do is be an asshole. Do you have anything to talk about, or are ya just really fucking lonely and bored that you feel like being a jerk again?
so you just want to be some bitch to me because i recommended a good song? and its not stupid. like you would know, since you didnt even listen to it but whatever.
im an asshole to you because all i try to do is be nice and youre a bitch to me. im not lonely or bored i just wanted to be able to talk about whatever again but apparently you are too butthurt for all that. so go ahead and post all of this to your chatterbox friends becuase now i really dont give a shit. i'll leave you alone, have fun trying to find shit to do on the internet and dont be a bitch to me because you cant find anything to do IRL.
Okay then. So I guess we're not talking anymore, 'cause I can't handle you being an asshole. How about in another year, when you mature some more, you try again?
i doubt i'll be able to take your sarcastic bitchyness then either so i guess not
Ah well. No skin off my nose.
figured you wouldnt give a shit
Indeed. It doesn't break my heart any to say goodbye to you a second time. This is way less painful than the first time.
wish i could be that heartless
Jason, it's got nothing to do with me being heartless and everything to do with me not having a reason to give a shit about you because you're nothing but a jerk. Good day.
sure i'm a jerk
well i suppose trying to apologize to you and be nice was a complete waste of time because you're too hung up on the past
but hey that's cool at least i gave it a shot eh?
hell i'm even sorry that i was trying to make plans to get you out of that goddamn house that you sit in 24/7
but apparently every time that something comes along that has nothing to do with the CB you just aren't interested anymore. well whatever be a hermit with no life. have fun trying to get your little forum to a million pages and then just go "okay....what now? wow am i really this lame?" its ironic how you tell me to be more mature while you're the one being some baby and holding your little grudges.
its cool though, i have better things to do than to sit on here and fight with someone who i tried to be nice to. you never missed our friendship, hell it wasn't much of one anyways because i remember you being bitchy then too. hell i try to open a door for you and you act like i killed your first born.
you don't have to worry about any more replies from me that's for sure, hell i don't even care if you read this entire thing but i've said what i needed to say and that's what i care about. at least i can say i have piece of mind and i tried.
kbye
Monday, September 28, 2009 (12:14 AM)
Elysse: ...So what's really wrong? Are you okay?
Jason: since when does how i feel matter to you
Elysse: Are we going to start this all over again? =/
I know something's off. You're not usually this... I don't even know the word.
You're not acting like you.
Jason: how am i supposed to act
Elysse: The Jason I know is always cracking jokes.
Jason: even that jason gets sick of being bitched at
Jason: cant always crack jokes
Elysse: You did your fair share of bitching too. =/
And I know you can't always be joking. It just feels like something's wrong. You can talk to me.
Jason: you dont want me to talk to you
Elysse: I want you to talk to me. I just want you to do it in a nice way. =/
Elysse: But if you need to rant, feel free to. I'll try not to take it personally.
Jason: i'd rather not
Elysse: Okay. ...
Elysse: Well, if you ever need me, I'll try to be here for you.
Elysse: I'm sorry.
Jason: im sure
Elysse: Why do you have to make this so difficult?
Jason: i didnt you did
Elysse: Tell me how.
Elysse: You really don't want to talk to me, huh?
Jason: why would i want to you told me you didnt want to talk to me
Elysse: I don't want to talk to you when you're being like -this-. I'd love it if we could just have a normal chat like old times.
Jason: uhhh.....im sure
Elysse: What do you want me to say? How can I help.
Jason: you've said enough already
Jason: you wanted me to leave you alone so i am
Elysse: There's nothing I can do or say that's going to change your mind, is there? You're already or still mad at me and plan to stay that way? For how long? And what purpose does that serve?
Jason: wtf are you talkinng about?
Jason: you told me to pretty much go fuck myself
Elysse: ONLY after you were being a JERK.
Elysse: You have NO IDEA how happy and surprised I was the other day to get your PM.
Jason: after you were being a bitch
Elysse: And I said I was SORRY.
Jason: k
Elysse: ...
Jason: WHAT?
Elysse: Nothing!
Jason: oops caps
Elysse: xD
Jason: ..
Elysse: I don't now what to say.
Jason: youve said iit all
Elysse: Or how to apologize correctly.
Jason: dont
Elysse: Why not?
Jason: you dont want to
Elysse: I do.
Jason: y
Elysse: Because I hurt your feelings and I feel bad about it. Because I didn't mean to go off at you, but I did anyway.
Elysse: I guess, I just imagined that things would go back to the way they used to be, when we were friends. And it hasn't happened that way, because apparently we're both mad at each other.
Elysse: =/ My Internet's being lame 'cause of the rain. Sorry for randomly disappearing.
Jason: doesnt reall ymatter
Jason: not like we were talking
Elysse: Why can't we talk?
Jason: "MPT" LET'S GET THIS THREAD TO A MILLION PAGES! "ORIGINAL" Go to post 9003593 Chatterbox Sun Sep 27, 2009 8:18 pm
ɞ • ʚ
I keep getting this stupid random grin every time I glance at the top of the page, hoping for a PM. I have to remind myself that I'm not ever getting another PM ever again. Somehow, this makes me smile. <3
Elysse: ...That's why?
Jason: do i need more reasons?
Elysse: Give me all you've got.
Jason: no
Elysse: Well you said you weren't going to PM me anyway, so what difference does it make?
Jason: w/e
Elysse: .___.
Jason: what
Elysse: I... can't explain.
Jason: k
Elysse: I just expected this to go differently. Not -THIS- conversation, but the whole us speaking again thing.
Jason: did you expect to be a bitch ?
Elysse: No. It just sort of happened that way.
Jason: k
Elysse: k
Elysse: Out of curiosity, how did you expect this to go?
Jason: expect what to go
Elysse: Either this conversation, or the conversation(s) we've had these past few days.
Jason: doesnt really matter
Elysse: Because I've already ruined it.
spammasterjay is now Offline
Elysse: I'll say it again, even though you're not here, and even though you don't believe me, but I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm always a bitch to you, I'm sorry I snapped at you, I'm sorry I didn't listen to that song, I'm sorry I'm always sarcastic, I'm sorry I'm rude, I'm sorry that I'm holding grudges against you, I'm sorry that I can't let things go, I'm sorry that I made you upset, I'm sorry that we're not talking.
And that's the end of it. If something more happens, I'll be sure to let you know.
Later That First Night
(MSN Messenger; Texting Thing)
9/25/2009 6:30:06 AM Elysse o 3o ... Testing?
9/25/2009 6:31:54 AM Arseface Works
9/25/2009 6:32:16 AM Elysse Excellent. xD Sorry to bother you. Gotobed.
9/25/2009 6:32:53 AM Arseface Come to bed with me eheheheh
9/25/2009 6:33:02 AM Elysse Pffft, in your dreams.
9/25/2009 6:33:34 AM Arseface Then i shall hurry off to sleep so i can dream
9/25/2009 6:33:45 AM Elysse Sure sure. xD
9/25/2009 6:34:49 AM Arseface Woop im dreamin where are yoouuu
9/25/2009 6:35:22 AM Elysse You can't text and dream at the same time, dummy. GOTOBEDO.
9/25/2009 6:36:22 AM Arseface Gotobedo? Yeah ok :) ni night
9/25/2009 6:36:34 AM Elysse G'night.
Sep 25, 2009 10:33 pm
(GaiaOnline PM)
sure wish you would have told me to go fuck myself when i gave you my number instead of taking it and then just not texting me
REPLIED:
I didn't mean it like that. I wasn't sure when you wanted me to, and I didn't want to be a bother. =/ I'm sorry.
(MSN Text Messenger)
Elysse says (10:51 PM):
I'm sorry. I didn't not message you to be rude. I wasn't sure when was a good time, and I didn't want to bother you. =/
Arseface says (10:52 PM):
Mhm
Elysse says (10:52 PM):
I wasn't doing it to be rude.
Arseface says (10:55 PM):
You suuuuuuure? You can tell me the truth yaknow. Imma big boy i can handle rejection lol
Elysse says (10:56 PM):
Really pretty sure. It doesn't make a lot of sense to lie about something like that, then message you, does it?
Arseface says (10:57 PM):
You only messaged me cuz i messaged you first
Elysse says (10:58 PM):
Correct. When you said to add you, I wasn't sure when you meant that I was supposed to talk to you.
Arseface says (11:01 PM):
I told you anytime
Elysse says (11:02 PM):
And I didn't want to be a bother.
Elysse says (11:05 PM):
If you wanted to talk, you could have very easily messaged me to start a conversation. It works both ways, you know.
Arseface says (11:19 PM):
I did message you
Elysse says (11:19 PM):
Sure, but only after you were sure I was ignoring you and had a pissed off tyrade.
Arseface says (11:23 PM):
Not really pissed off that you were ignoring you, only mildly pissed that youre like "ok ill add him then never text him ke ke ke"
Elysse says (11:24 PM):
Do you honestly think I'd do that to you? What purpose would that serve?
Arseface says (11:28 PM):
Eh just nevermind
silly me forwanting to talk to ya
bye
Elysse says (11:29 PM):
If you want to talk to me, then go ahead. Just don't assume that I'm intentionally being a bitch to you.
...Bye, I guess.
9/26/2009 5:45:14 PM
(MSN Text Messenger)
5:45:14 PM Elysse ...So you still mad at me?
6:48:09 PM Arseface Well i smiled when i got your text
6:48:55 PM Elysse That didn't really answer my question. xD
6:49:46 PM Arseface Kinda did :p
6:50:16 PM Elysse ...I'll give you that one. I guess. > . >
6:53:26 PM Arseface Hah :)
6:53:33 PM Elysse Shut up. xD
6:55:48 PM Arseface Okay
6:55:59 PM Elysse I was joking. =/
6:58:23 PM Arseface So was i ;)
6:58:37 PM Elysse I wasn't sure. =/
7:00:48 PM Arseface Well i sowwy
7:01:07 PM Elysse S'aight. Not jur fawlt.
7:03:13 PM Arseface So what are you doing?
7:03:32 PM Elysse Hanging out with a friend and playing Pokemon. And you? How're things?
7:04:06 PM Arseface I so jealous eh things are stressful as ever
7:04:46 PM Elysse Jealous? Of what? xD Aww. I'm sorry to hear that. =/ I hoep they improve.
Sep 27, 2009 4:40 am
(GaiaOnline PM)
unblock spammasterjay then send me a massage
im tired of my nooby mulle >.<
xD I unblocked you like, two days ago, retard.
o.o
good to know
Mhm, just goes to show that you didn't really try to message me from this one.
no i didnt ill admit that
but before i messaged you on unknown i did try thats why i used my mule
then i just figured that you didnt bother to unblock this one so i kept using him
S a'ight. I guess I shouldn't assume that you know things that you don't.
If you're on MSN, conversations could be easier. =/
thiskillingglass@hotmail.com
Or we could keep talking here. Your choice.
yeah msn would be easier
(MSN Messenger)
(4:08 PM)
Elysse: But it was nice. D:
Jason: it will grow back
Elysse: Sure, in a year or so.
Jason: psh my hair grows faaaaaaaaaast
Elysse: Girl please. :talk2:
Jason: ಠ 3ಠ
Elysse: That is a ridiculous face. xD
Jason: yup :]
Jason: did you check out that song i told you about?
Elysse: No I didn't. I'm not having another Lollipop. > . <
Jason: its better ;3
Elysse: I doubt it.
Jason: wannna bet?
Elysse: Yeah I do.
Jason: youre on ;]
Jason: http://www.myspace.com/vampireweekend
Elysse: ...Wait, you meant for srs?
Jason: song's called apunk
Jason: i am TOTALLY cereal
Jason: check it ;D
Elysse: Mebbe lata, homez.
Jason: :'[
Elysse: Rob's always "WANNA BET!" And he doesn't mean it. xD
Jason: ?
Elysse: I thought you were joking.
Elysse: Don't sadface. D:
Jason: why would i joke about telling you to check out a song??
(Jason: and how am i suppose to know who that rob guy is -___-
Elysse: Rob's my bestust friend. D:
Elysse: I don't know! YOu make jokes about everything. .__.
Elysse: ...?
Jason: huh?
Elysse: I duno. You didn't say anything back. .____.
Jason: my bad?
Elysse: No, it's okay.
Jason: -doesnt know what to say-
Elysse: I dunno. You started it. ;shrug: Think of something.
Jason: what did i start?
Elysse: The conversation. o 3o;
Jason: and it woulda been way easier if you woulda clicked the link -____-;
Elysse: What link?
Jason: >_>
Jason: nvm
Elysse: I... am lost.
Elysse: The music?
Jason: yeha
Jason: sure
Elysse: That wasn't convincing.
Jason: ?
Elysse: Dude, can you just, for once, make sense?
Jason: how many links did i put in?
Jason: one riiiiiight?
Jason: >_>
Elysse: Okay, okay. Sheeesh.
Elysse: Don't have a hissy fit.
Jason: -_-
Elysse: .---.
Jason: ever hear of nevershoutnever?
Elysse: ...No.
Jason: O_O
Jason: wow..
Elysse: Wow?
Jason: you are so deprived
Elysse: Coming from you, thatmaens nothing.
Elysse: *that means
Jason: ouch
Elysse: ;shrug:
Jason: eh
Jason: well when youre done being a bitch then maybe we can talk some more
Jason is now Offline
Elysse: ...Holy sheesh. And I was even going to listen to your song. Get your panties out of your crack.
(GaiaOnline PM)
How about you try messaging me when you don't feel like being an arrogant bastard, okay?
youre right
me asking you to check out a song is me being arrogant
silly me
It wasn't about asking me to listen to a song, and you know it. You freaking prick.
You know, I really don't understand you. You go out of your way to apologize, and suck up to me. Then you freak out at me, then we're cool again, then you call me a bitch. DO YOU HAVE BIPOLAR DISORDER??!?!?!
*what the hell?
i tell you to look up the song and you go on about some rob dude like out of nowhere
and then i ask if you have heard of something else and then oh of course you had to have some snarky ass remark about all that too
all i wanted to do was talk to you but you MUST be sarcastic all the time.
And we've had this discussion about songs before. Do you really think I want another stupid song stuck in my head? Better yet, another stupid song that reminds me of you?
Ignoring all the rest of this, because I feel like it, yes, I AM sarcastic all the time.
You keep saying this, "All I wanted to do was talk to you," yet all you do is be an asshole. Do you have anything to talk about, or are ya just really fucking lonely and bored that you feel like being a jerk again?
so you just want to be some bitch to me because i recommended a good song? and its not stupid. like you would know, since you didnt even listen to it but whatever.
im an asshole to you because all i try to do is be nice and youre a bitch to me. im not lonely or bored i just wanted to be able to talk about whatever again but apparently you are too butthurt for all that. so go ahead and post all of this to your chatterbox friends becuase now i really dont give a shit. i'll leave you alone, have fun trying to find shit to do on the internet and dont be a bitch to me because you cant find anything to do IRL.
Okay then. So I guess we're not talking anymore, 'cause I can't handle you being an asshole. How about in another year, when you mature some more, you try again?
i doubt i'll be able to take your sarcastic bitchyness then either so i guess not
Ah well. No skin off my nose.
figured you wouldnt give a shit
Indeed. It doesn't break my heart any to say goodbye to you a second time. This is way less painful than the first time.
wish i could be that heartless
Jason, it's got nothing to do with me being heartless and everything to do with me not having a reason to give a shit about you because you're nothing but a jerk. Good day.
sure i'm a jerk
well i suppose trying to apologize to you and be nice was a complete waste of time because you're too hung up on the past
but hey that's cool at least i gave it a shot eh?
hell i'm even sorry that i was trying to make plans to get you out of that goddamn house that you sit in 24/7
but apparently every time that something comes along that has nothing to do with the CB you just aren't interested anymore. well whatever be a hermit with no life. have fun trying to get your little forum to a million pages and then just go "okay....what now? wow am i really this lame?" its ironic how you tell me to be more mature while you're the one being some baby and holding your little grudges.
its cool though, i have better things to do than to sit on here and fight with someone who i tried to be nice to. you never missed our friendship, hell it wasn't much of one anyways because i remember you being bitchy then too. hell i try to open a door for you and you act like i killed your first born.
you don't have to worry about any more replies from me that's for sure, hell i don't even care if you read this entire thing but i've said what i needed to say and that's what i care about. at least i can say i have piece of mind and i tried.
kbye
Monday, September 28, 2009 (12:14 AM)
Elysse: ...So what's really wrong? Are you okay?
Jason: since when does how i feel matter to you
Elysse: Are we going to start this all over again? =/
I know something's off. You're not usually this... I don't even know the word.
You're not acting like you.
Jason: how am i supposed to act
Elysse: The Jason I know is always cracking jokes.
Jason: even that jason gets sick of being bitched at
Jason: cant always crack jokes
Elysse: You did your fair share of bitching too. =/
And I know you can't always be joking. It just feels like something's wrong. You can talk to me.
Jason: you dont want me to talk to you
Elysse: I want you to talk to me. I just want you to do it in a nice way. =/
Elysse: But if you need to rant, feel free to. I'll try not to take it personally.
Jason: i'd rather not
Elysse: Okay. ...
Elysse: Well, if you ever need me, I'll try to be here for you.
Elysse: I'm sorry.
Jason: im sure
Elysse: Why do you have to make this so difficult?
Jason: i didnt you did
Elysse: Tell me how.
Elysse: You really don't want to talk to me, huh?
Jason: why would i want to you told me you didnt want to talk to me
Elysse: I don't want to talk to you when you're being like -this-. I'd love it if we could just have a normal chat like old times.
Jason: uhhh.....im sure
Elysse: What do you want me to say? How can I help.
Jason: you've said enough already
Jason: you wanted me to leave you alone so i am
Elysse: There's nothing I can do or say that's going to change your mind, is there? You're already or still mad at me and plan to stay that way? For how long? And what purpose does that serve?
Jason: wtf are you talkinng about?
Jason: you told me to pretty much go fuck myself
Elysse: ONLY after you were being a JERK.
Elysse: You have NO IDEA how happy and surprised I was the other day to get your PM.
Jason: after you were being a bitch
Elysse: And I said I was SORRY.
Jason: k
Elysse: ...
Jason: WHAT?
Elysse: Nothing!
Jason: oops caps
Elysse: xD
Jason: ..
Elysse: I don't now what to say.
Jason: youve said iit all
Elysse: Or how to apologize correctly.
Jason: dont
Elysse: Why not?
Jason: you dont want to
Elysse: I do.
Jason: y
Elysse: Because I hurt your feelings and I feel bad about it. Because I didn't mean to go off at you, but I did anyway.
Elysse: I guess, I just imagined that things would go back to the way they used to be, when we were friends. And it hasn't happened that way, because apparently we're both mad at each other.
Elysse: =/ My Internet's being lame 'cause of the rain. Sorry for randomly disappearing.
Jason: doesnt reall ymatter
Jason: not like we were talking
Elysse: Why can't we talk?
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I keep getting this stupid random grin every time I glance at the top of the page, hoping for a PM. I have to remind myself that I'm not ever getting another PM ever again. Somehow, this makes me smile. <3
Elysse: ...That's why?
Jason: do i need more reasons?
Elysse: Give me all you've got.
Jason: no
Elysse: Well you said you weren't going to PM me anyway, so what difference does it make?
Jason: w/e
Elysse: .___.
Jason: what
Elysse: I... can't explain.
Jason: k
Elysse: I just expected this to go differently. Not -THIS- conversation, but the whole us speaking again thing.
Jason: did you expect to be a bitch ?
Elysse: No. It just sort of happened that way.
Jason: k
Elysse: k
Elysse: Out of curiosity, how did you expect this to go?
Jason: expect what to go
Elysse: Either this conversation, or the conversation(s) we've had these past few days.
Jason: doesnt really matter
Elysse: Because I've already ruined it.
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Elysse: I'll say it again, even though you're not here, and even though you don't believe me, but I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm always a bitch to you, I'm sorry I snapped at you, I'm sorry I didn't listen to that song, I'm sorry I'm always sarcastic, I'm sorry I'm rude, I'm sorry that I'm holding grudges against you, I'm sorry that I can't let things go, I'm sorry that I made you upset, I'm sorry that we're not talking.
And that's the end of it. If something more happens, I'll be sure to let you know.