Ramblings of a Crazy Person

[kirkir82]

So, i'm getting nervous, excited, sad, and anxious about this weekend... Strange combination of emotions in my opinion. I'm definitely going, but wondering, after experiencing so many of these, is this really going to be a "healing experience" for me, or am I just going to cry a lot, and get to spend time with friends? Lately I've found myself

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[shtankeydiaper]

Now, I most definitely have not experienced what you have, but I can relate to the feeling crazy bit. I noticed after my grandpa passed away (and I don't know if it is related) I didn't want to listen to any music BUT Harry Connick, Jr. (my Gpa's favorite singer/performer/sing writer) and Michael Buble. I almost got annoyed with other music (ok, not almost, I would cringe and change the station or CD). I thought...what is wrong with me?!? And every time I listened to Harry I would BAWL b/c we spent a lot of time singing and listening to his music together. I spent every night, before falling asleep, crying silently so that Erik couldn't hear me. I also told random ppl more than they wanted or needed to know. I would se their uncomfortable-ness...and still keep blabbing. So...yeah...I can relate, just a bit. In fact, I think I just disclosed more than needed on here... ;-) In short, I love you girl!!!