Jim had basically nothing but time. So it was not long before he showed up at Kirk's office, smoothing his green shirt into place and wondering what the kids had come up with.
He needed something. If this didn't work out, he'd have to ask for some minor assignment. Anything.
Jim grinned back at him as he entered. It was a habitual, unconscious response to seeing his counterpart, with everything between them.
"You knew who it was," he said without preamble. "Like I did, the other day." He wondered how things had gone, with Sulu. Was it intuition, or something between the two of them?
It took Kirk a second to realize what Jim was saying, another second to go back in time and realize he had known. "Huh. Yea, I did. I wasn't even thinking about it... just knew it was gonna be you." He scratched behind his ear, wondering about that.
Jim shrugged and sat, not standing on ceremony. He wasn't under Jim's command right now, technically. "Just an observation," he said. "I've been thinking about that. Don't know if it's just our natural intuition, or..." He gestured between their heads. "Maybe something of both. But interesting."
He crossed his legs. "You wanted to see me, Captain?"
"Interesting." Kirk murmured in repeat, looking thoughtful for a moment. He wondered which it was, honestly.
Anyway.
"I talked to Spock about my idea. He thinks its," He grinned for a moment, then schooled his expression and voice, "A very logical choice." Repeated just like Spock would say it, even making his voice a bit higher to match.
"What didn't really surprise me was that he wanted to be what he is, first officer, responsible only to me."
Well, that was coming as a surprise. Kirk's brows shot up, but the more he thought about it, the more sense it made. A brief thought about Bones flickered through his mind - could it happen with them, too? "It's good you brought it up, actually. That kind of... openness is what we're gonna need to be able to handle all of this." It was entirely unprecedented, no surprise.
He focused on Jim again, "That's just something we'll have to focus on. How this works, at least in my head, is you'd still be his commanding officer, and as long as Spock or I aren't on duty, the highest level one around. Still who he'd be reporting to... but us as well. So technically under this new... guideline? regiment? whatever... he should be reporting to you like he would me."
Jim nodded. "It does," he said. "And, frankly, given Spock's comfort with regulations, it might help. I think he just neglected to think about it--maybe it was unduly emotional of me to be concerned, maybe my own cabin fever talking, but there was too much going on I was never made aware of that I can't help but feel pertained to me as well. Not his fault, but some system in place would definitely help."
He tilted his head slightly, watching Jim. "What did you tell Command, to get this worked out?"
"...I haven't." Kirk said, something heavy in his voice. He thought about that conversation with Spock, trying to think of how to say his next few words.
"...I had a meeting with Starfleet." He finally said, his voice saying a lot. It hadn't gone well at all. "They don't believe us. Not even Pike or Winona."
"But that's ridiculous," he said. "We can prove it. Hell, after Nero, how can they doubt that there are things we can't yet comprehend? Hell, it's implied in our mission statement that we're going to find things we've never seen! What about DNA, the transporter data banks? Who do they think the old Spock is?"
"Don't you think I know it's ridiculous!?" Kirk almost growled, but it wasn't an anger at Jim at all. "Prime, the old Spock, lied his ass off. I know that much, I looked into it. Vulcans can't lie my foot. I don't understand why they don't believe us but, but..."
His fingers tightened. "Two weeks. That's it. Two. Weeks. That's all they're giving us to figure this out... or we'll be forced back to Earth." Kirk didn't think he would need to explain what would happen if they got back to Earth. How all of the transplanted people would be forced under batteries of tests, near interrogations or in some cases, full on ones.
It didn't particularly surprise Jim, though he understood Kirk's frustration. Shared it. Starfleet gave him a great deal of autonomy--they had to, and it was why he was there--but they still had to be obeyed. And they still had their hidebound regulations and traditions to uphold
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Kirk didn't want to use Jim. He didn't want to put a single one of them through this. "...Jim. If I use you, I'd be using Spock and McCoy as well, since you're bonded to them. Which translates to Kirk and younger Spock too, and Prime in turn. If I used Harold, it would affect Sulu. I can't even figure out anymore which of the two Chekovs is from another universe. What about the actors? They're already in a hell of a state..."
A slow breath out, "If in two week's we can't figure this out... I'm not sending this ship back to Earth."
"Jim, you can't. They'll take her away from you. It's not worth it--if I can stop this, I will. That's my choice to make, and I can make sure it impacts my bondmates minimally. If I can alleviate this for the rest of them, it's worth it. I won't let you risk your command for us. Not when there's a chance I can stop it."
"We have no way of knowing you can stop it. Even if we return to Earth and you go down there, that doesn't stop them from demanding more, and I would still be defying their orders." Kirk stood up, pacing a little. "This crew matters more then me being captain, in the end. I've got a duty to everyone, including the people that are from other universes. I promised them a safe haven, all of you..." His eyes closed.
He wouldn't let anyone become some Starfleet science experiment.
He needed something. If this didn't work out, he'd have to ask for some minor assignment. Anything.
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"You knew who it was," he said without preamble. "Like I did, the other day." He wondered how things had gone, with Sulu. Was it intuition, or something between the two of them?
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He crossed his legs. "You wanted to see me, Captain?"
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Anyway.
"I talked to Spock about my idea. He thinks its," He grinned for a moment, then schooled his expression and voice, "A very logical choice." Repeated just like Spock would say it, even making his voice a bit higher to match.
"What didn't really surprise me was that he wanted to be what he is, first officer, responsible only to me."
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He focused on Jim again, "That's just something we'll have to focus on. How this works, at least in my head, is you'd still be his commanding officer, and as long as Spock or I aren't on duty, the highest level one around. Still who he'd be reporting to... but us as well. So technically under this new... guideline? regiment? whatever... he should be reporting to you like he would me."
He hesitated, then, "Does that even make sense?"
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He tilted his head slightly, watching Jim. "What did you tell Command, to get this worked out?"
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"...I had a meeting with Starfleet." He finally said, his voice saying a lot. It hadn't gone well at all. "They don't believe us. Not even Pike or Winona."
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"But that's ridiculous," he said. "We can prove it. Hell, after Nero, how can they doubt that there are things we can't yet comprehend? Hell, it's implied in our mission statement that we're going to find things we've never seen! What about DNA, the transporter data banks? Who do they think the old Spock is?"
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His fingers tightened. "Two weeks. That's it. Two. Weeks. That's all they're giving us to figure this out... or we'll be forced back to Earth." Kirk didn't think he would need to explain what would happen if they got back to Earth. How all of the transplanted people would be forced under batteries of tests, near interrogations or in some cases, full on ones.
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A slow breath out, "If in two week's we can't figure this out... I'm not sending this ship back to Earth."
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"Jim, you can't. They'll take her away from you. It's not worth it--if I can stop this, I will. That's my choice to make, and I can make sure it impacts my bondmates minimally. If I can alleviate this for the rest of them, it's worth it. I won't let you risk your command for us. Not when there's a chance I can stop it."
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He wouldn't let anyone become some Starfleet science experiment.
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