*quietly* I know that, Jim. *goddamned it, why can't he just talk about all of this*
I'm gonna be the doctor first, alright? Can I see the scratches? *frowns* I didn't think you'd have gone to sickbay today to have them taken care of, so-
*pulls out a small dermal regenerator, the one he uses on away missions*
*slowly pulls off the pair of shirts, revealing the nasty bite-marks and the finger-shaped bruises on his hips* Now... he thinks I didn't want to do it. That he forced me or something. *remembers those final words*
No, he doesn't. *runs over the marks with his equipment, breathing slowly and deeply as his fingers touch the bruised skin* What time did you get up this morning?
You needed sleep, Captain. *he doesn't mean it to come out as a growl but it does, burying the guilt over sedating his best friend against his will*
You appear to be fine. Sleeping helped. *he sighed, putting down his equipment and turning to face Jim* So. We should probably talk about what happened.
What do you want to hear? *looks up, his eyes bright, blunt* I was fine with letting him have me, alright? Fuck, he was hard and he felt good. You know how I am. Plus it would have saved him.
No, it wouldn't. *he hadn't meant to yell but damn it, when would he understand!* It wouldn't have saved him. It would have been nothing but something to tide him over until he found his bondmate. It can't be just anyone, Jim.
And more than that - he asked me to make sure that he didn't hurt anyone. He told me to sedate him before he hurt someone, and you didn't even give me that chance!
What the fuck, Bones! I was doing what I could to help him! He didn't hurt me, you think a few bites and bruises are gonna bother me!? *glares, unable to help getting defensive*
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*he's not really sure what he's looking for, but its easier than talking*
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*doesn't meet his friend's eyes... its never been this awkward*
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I'm gonna be the doctor first, alright? Can I see the scratches? *frowns* I didn't think you'd have gone to sickbay today to have them taken care of, so-
*pulls out a small dermal regenerator, the one he uses on away missions*
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You appear to be fine. Sleeping helped. *he sighed, putting down his equipment and turning to face Jim* So. We should probably talk about what happened.
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What's there to really talk about? You hypo'd his ass and kind of stopped everything. I'm fine, you're fine, he's not.
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*its clear he's not the doctor talking to his captain anymore - there's a shift and how they're just them*
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And more than that - he asked me to make sure that he didn't hurt anyone. He told me to sedate him before he hurt someone, and you didn't even give me that chance!
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What the fuck, Bones! I was doing what I could to help him! He didn't hurt me, you think a few bites and bruises are gonna bother me!? *glares, unable to help getting defensive*
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