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[kirkthehoplite]

i just had a really big panic attack. i realized that i was going to die. and i already knew that... but.. .for some reason it overwhelmed me. that i would be permanently leaving and i started to cry and freak out. it was not very characteristic of me... i am a man of faith and i believe in eternal life. but... when i was lying alone in the

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[naive_wanderer]

I think that happens to everybody sometimes. It usually just HITS me JUST as I'm about to go to sleep, and then I just keep thinking and thinking and spiraling into all these creepy thoughts, and then I'm too freaked out to sleep, lol.

[kirkthehoplite]

i've thought about it before. but this time was... incredibly bad. it happend again while i was in the shower! this thought is taking me over. it's like im losing faith in god:'(

[naive_wanderer]

I think it's perfectly normal to doubt every once in a while, lol. Usually, when I get freaked out, I'll start to feel down and I'll just think "well, what does it matter anyway... I won't find out until I die!" (though that thought's not very comforting, haha!!) Almost every time, though, just when I'm starting to just give up clinging to hope, I'll get some sort of epiphany - whether it be a conversation with someone else, a random line on television or in a book, or just a thought that occurs to me while I'm doing something totally inane - that renews it.

So I guess my point is... don't worry! lol

[kirkthehoplite]

you're an angel. thank you so much. im feeling better