Real talk after a long break
Okay! Time to update this thing. Holy frickin wow it's been forever since I wrote in my personal journal, but I guess that's because I lacked important or new things to write about. A bit more has happened aside from still working to survive.
Brandon moved out WAY earlier than anticipated and of course, without a roommate to replace him rent went up. Robin tried to get me to move into Jay's room so she and Jay could share a bed and room and all that jazz- but that's still my bed and my room. So no, nothing decided there, but I've been trying to become less attached by moving to the living room.
They cut my hours at work so now instead of working around 35 a week I've gone down to about 20 or more if someone calls out. Fuckin sucks and it's getting impossible to keep up with rent AND saving up for a car.
Not but a weekend after Brandon left my mom had an episode, got fired from work and hospitalized. Just brilliant and because of her mom and dad can't afford to have us on their cell phone bill anymore. Looks like I'll have to start paying for that to and that was the ONLY tie I had to them. Looks like I'll be getting nothing from them this year and if money isn't too tight I might even get a phone call!
Mom said to look at it as a birthday present for my dad, but she doesn't seem to realize that I haven't gotten shit from them for Christmas and nothing for my birthday- yeah and dad's birthday is in the middle of both dates. Huh and I still get them gifts.
I've been sick for over a week with some weird hybrid of the flu and cold where I could barely speak and was coughing till faint. Why am I not getting better? OH! THAT'S RIGHT! I don't have health insurance. But at least I realize that's my own fault and that would be about 30 bucks outta every pay check. Not a lot to some people, but considering rent went up 50 it feels like a lot to me.
So if I can't afford to get myself a car or even save up for some kind of down payment for one it's because I'm fucking poor. Mommy and daddy don't take care of me AT ALL. As far as I'm concerned Robin is the only family I have and without my friends I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be the happy, nice person I am. You guys make my days, my nights and my life and without you I would not be who I am. Even if I don't talk to you all the time or even every year, just know I care about you and I love you. Everyone on this flist and everyone who isn't on this flist.
Brandon moved out WAY earlier than anticipated and of course, without a roommate to replace him rent went up. Robin tried to get me to move into Jay's room so she and Jay could share a bed and room and all that jazz- but that's still my bed and my room. So no, nothing decided there, but I've been trying to become less attached by moving to the living room.
They cut my hours at work so now instead of working around 35 a week I've gone down to about 20 or more if someone calls out. Fuckin sucks and it's getting impossible to keep up with rent AND saving up for a car.
Not but a weekend after Brandon left my mom had an episode, got fired from work and hospitalized. Just brilliant and because of her mom and dad can't afford to have us on their cell phone bill anymore. Looks like I'll have to start paying for that to and that was the ONLY tie I had to them. Looks like I'll be getting nothing from them this year and if money isn't too tight I might even get a phone call!
Mom said to look at it as a birthday present for my dad, but she doesn't seem to realize that I haven't gotten shit from them for Christmas and nothing for my birthday- yeah and dad's birthday is in the middle of both dates. Huh and I still get them gifts.
I've been sick for over a week with some weird hybrid of the flu and cold where I could barely speak and was coughing till faint. Why am I not getting better? OH! THAT'S RIGHT! I don't have health insurance. But at least I realize that's my own fault and that would be about 30 bucks outta every pay check. Not a lot to some people, but considering rent went up 50 it feels like a lot to me.
So if I can't afford to get myself a car or even save up for some kind of down payment for one it's because I'm fucking poor. Mommy and daddy don't take care of me AT ALL. As far as I'm concerned Robin is the only family I have and without my friends I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be the happy, nice person I am. You guys make my days, my nights and my life and without you I would not be who I am. Even if I don't talk to you all the time or even every year, just know I care about you and I love you. Everyone on this flist and everyone who isn't on this flist.