I have really, really great friends.

<3

Why does everything have to be so god damned awful ( Read more... )

I think i have never had someone treat me with such a disregard for my feelings. I hate that my worst fear has been realized. Anything i ever felt for you is gone. I cant believe you would do something like that to someone that you "Loved". I would never do anything like that to you, and i never thought you would do this to me. Im done, i dont ( Read more... )

I dont know if ive ever felt this sad in my life. i hate that everythings so confusing.

I just want to go to bed, and wake up, and find none of this has happened. :/. Its not good to want the impossible.

i hope all you kids have good nights.

So today at tennis...i got hit in the nuts with a tennis ball. Courtisy of freshman Adam Dietz.

Ouch.

So i was going through my drawers in my room looking for some chap stick, and guess what i found..Orlando pictures. Last years band trip was so much fun, and i think its going to be hard for new york to reach the standard that was set with this one. I met so many cool people on that trip (one in particular), and this will sound er..corny, but i ( Read more... )

I hate that i cant sleep in. I woke up at 7:30 anyways, and i didnt want to wake up until 8:30. I just did my history reading, and i should do my math, since i have another half an hour, but i think im just going to copy it, cause im not in the mood right now ( Read more... )

ERDH. Im so mad. RAR. I HATE that my parents dont trust me. What is that about? I Have never done a single thing wrong in my whole freaking life, i have seriously been such a good kid, and it seems that they had more trust in adam. Which is ridiculous cause my brother is the most untrustworthy, slack off of a person ive ever seen. I hate my life so ( Read more... )

So today was cool, a lot of the time the 33 minutes felt really, really long..but it was nice to sleep in. After school sucked, i had tennis tryouts, and i hate the feeling of being watched, and thats all anyone is doing is watching you as you walk up, and my first one i did okay on, but the second and third sucked, and my confidence was really ( Read more... )

I feel so helpless. I dont want to lose you, yet, i feel so freakin hurt. It seems like all ive been through latly is hurt. My heart can only endure so much hurt. I dont know what to do..i just want to be happy. A week ago i felt like the happiest person ever, but now i feel like i want to jump off a bridge all the time. Of all people, i never ( Read more... )