i cant go to kenny chesney cuz ticketmaster messed up and then they were sold out.. yeah that makes me really mad.
i cant go to the beach for joanne's 18th bday cuz my parents wont let me.. yet i can fly by myself to ohio....? riiigghht.
i realized kerry is a very good friend to have.
i miss hannah.. and maleah.. alot. i wish hannah would come back, and i wish that me and maleah didnt work that much.. lol..
..and i miss ali, melissa, alec, smidge, ashley, the rest of the movie night crew, and callan.. and yeahhhh everyone. i think when i get some money, i'm gonna make some dates.
i dont really talk to smidge anymore, which makes me sad. i understand she's dating chris and stuff and she's busy with him, but i feel sad cuz we've hung out once- for 45 minutes-to get ice cream- but we were attacked by everyone at i pie.. so basically it was nothing.
travis helped me realize that im madly in love with him.. hhahahaha :)
im tired of everything.. its all so "the usual" even though i was just in ohio and that was really different.
i cant get *him out of my head.
im tired.
i want my dad to get a job and my parents to stop fighting cuz they are so stressed out.
i want to be held and kissed.. by a really cute boy.. <33
i need to stop getting so annoyed about everything. (u r probably thinking the same thing)
i love just driving around not knowing where im going.. listening to backstreet boys!! i got lost the other day.. and instead of being all annoyed and mad and scared, i was really happy. it was weird.
im gonna go cuz you probably want to kill me.
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