The stars lie to you
I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head.
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
How do you feel, that is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
How much is real, so much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart,
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises (null and void instead of voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember its just different from what you've seen….
I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you yeh ya ……..
I’m looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed ,
Oh God it feels like forever,
but no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head...
Cause I’m looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed ,
All I know is that it feels like forever,
but no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head...
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you yeh ya
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you yeh ya
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you yeh ya
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you……. yeh ya
Who are the stars?
Who are the stars?
They lie…
I had a very strange dream last night. It might have had something to do with the Triscuits I had eaten just before sleeping, but it was strange nonetheless.
I was somewhere. For some reason I want to say West Virginia. Don't know why. But it was where Nate and the girls and Jason lived. I don't know why they lived in West Virginia, but for the sake of my dream, they did. I was there visiting Nate. We were having fun, playing, hanging out, he taught me how to drive a truck and I took them all offroading to show off my skillz.
Then it was nighttime and Monica and Sis showed up and told me that something was wrong at home and I needed to go home. They had a car and were packing my stuff into it. Nate asked me if I wanted to go and I said I didn't know, so I stood there for a while and eventually went with them.
But then I leapt out of the car and hitchiked back to Nate's apartments. He was waiting for me on his doorstep. I threw myself into his arms and kissed him and he said he'd knew I'd come back. Then it started raining and we turned into redtailed hawks and flew away.
Really fucking weird, you know?
Le sigh. Today is frantic packing day. Tomorrow is moving day. Sunday may very well be moving day too, if I can't get everything done. I just want to get it done and overwith. I hate moving. I like being in new places, leaving the old ones, I just hate the process of moving.
Oooh, today is also payday. Except that this payday all goes to the apartment. Whee.