soo0o0o... It's late ( 3:11 am) and I am sleepless

gots to work at 12 and i get to be outside all day :) sweet!!
i think i need some time to enjoy nature 8)
especially since i'll be surrounded by plants.

so i found my USB cable and i got to upload pix. FINALLY ! ! !
i need a car i need money
sucks that i crashed 8(

i really dont know what to write. i ( Read more... )

i cant let things go to shit over someone who doesnt care about me. its just not right
it's about time i let go and move on. theres nothing to look forward to or hold on to anymore.
it's over!!!

this weekend was shit. and i stil feel shitty.

alcohol makes ppl stupid including me and makes you do and say stupid things.
i wish i could of kept my mouth ( Read more... )

Today not such a good day...
why do ppl have mood swings?! i hate them!

Night ended quite well :)

miss my <3

Tomorrow nightmare before xmas in 3-D
and some midnight romance 8 )

    so it's official ! ! ! !

He finally accepted :)
Work blows and school sucks. tomorrow i have #$%^$$ MIDTERMS!
BUT @fter school im gonna get my goodmorning kisses :)

<<<<<<< Horror nights this weekend>>>>>>>>>>>

I need $ $ $ $ $ [ who doesnt ? ]

i cant wait until WINTER

i dont know what to write.
i miss highschool sooo0o0000o much.
i wanna go surfing ( Read more... )

So Today was pretty Boring.
.Clean
..Football game
...Saw my wak ass mom
....Chill w/  <3   : )
......Cook
.......Music

I love going out everynight but we know it does no one any good.
I like hanging out with my dad, forgot what it was like.

"I'll never waste another day wondering what i threw away"

Miss the surf Way too much!

MIss my dad holding me up on ( Read more... )

So a lot has happend in this World.

Im officially sponsored by BILLABONG! 30K a YEAR!!!!

i AM GOING TO Miami DADE AND IT BLOWS :)

i go to the beach everyday

And im in his arms everynight <3

& i cry for him every once in a while ( ? )

>>>Im living my life each day at a time and im loving it more and more.

I love my Twuck!! IM unemployed and IM broke ( Read more... )

So i found out some hurricane Chris will be visiting me on my birthday..
what else is new it always rains on my bday_ as a kid pool parties never worked. lol

So i guess if it does come I will do what I always do when hurricanes come
SURF  madd crazy and I can't wait...

Wish i was at the telly right now :(

Turn your lights down low....
i love candles and ( Read more... )

Theres still some of your face I haven't kissed

i love my job it's slack and fun.
my bday is in a week_ cool.

I love my camion (truck in espanish)

Bring on the Kegs ! ! !

para amarte nesecito una rason.

sleepless nights because YOU'RE not here

pero olvidastes un final instruction. no se vivir sin tu amor.

you taught me the meaning of a rose

The surf awaits me.
His bed calls for me.
His lips linger for me
Her forgivness rejects me
My lonelyness abandons me
Life loves me.

So I sit here looking back at old photos.
going back in time and wishing i was back in those days instead of here and now.
at times i wonder if i should throw photos away. they are what hold u back, they are what causes you to look back.
and at times i dont want to look back. it kills me everytime i do
it shows me who i was and who i am now.

I wish i ( Read more... )