swirling around
weeeee
such crazy
crazy crazy indeed
what is this world coming too
i dont know
perhaps it will end
maybe not
who knows
who really knows

the last words he told me dont matter ( Read more... )

dont you want to kiss me
while your deep up inside
then suffocate me with a pillow?

thats how i want to go.

im just one being
who loves another being
to death.

so i have chlamydia what a great fucking day for moi. i feel ever so happy. lets go skip up and down the magical road together with our sexually transmitted infections swelling up our private area. oh, now i can't ever fulfill the female dream of being a mother to a child someday. why? because some fucking incest man had to fucking come along and ( Read more... )

fill up my cunt
ha. ha. ha.
silly people.
you all are so silly.
im silly too.
so i guess its okay
i have a pain in my stomach
ish.
i dont like pains.
ecspecially up my cunt.
they are quite uncomfy.
heheh.
toodles.

i had sickening dreams. i shall not write about them, for i would only make the readers of my journals stomach turn ( Read more... )

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SeX

heheh. thats a funny word. right now i feel like a virgin. i dont know. i just had this sudden memory loss of all the sex i have had. i feel pure. i feel like i have never even been kissed. i love this feeling. sometimes i wish i had never lost my virginity. i wish my vagina was still a tight little hole with a layer of skin that has yet to be ( Read more... )

i was just in the shower ( Read more... )