i walked around in the rain for two hours just to see you, i walked around again in the cold at 11 tonight just to see you. and you keep pushing me away... so what ami supposed to do. i cant wait forever these feelings will pass. cry so hard for you, i hurt and ache because of you. my body feels like a horrid wreck and all i want is to smile at ( Read more... )

loving you is so pointless it hurts.
so i emailed him...

and he wont read it.
i know he wont. with my luck...
all i want is for him to come over.
i want to tell him how i feel, but its utterly pointless.
its like the tiny voice in my head secretly saying "he will!! he will!!" is agreeing with me.
i want to make him happy
i want to make him ( Read more... )

no i mean it.
blow me.
ahahaha.
thats right jon, BLOW ME.

i love you is 8 letters long, but so is bullshityou little lying sack of shit ( Read more... )

and it's short just like your temper somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got too cool

well this cuts the fucking cake.
a whole new livejournal.
another one.
my my my.
so last night was jsut the most amazing thing ive ever had to endure.
he never showed up and not only did he not show up, i went after him. and ( Read more... )

only posers fall in love