The negative mind tells you: everyone hates you*,you're a fat pig*, your disgusting*, you can't do a

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Im going to write what happened the past few days.

I'm in so much pain.

I kind of want someone to read this just to I dont

know...comment, tell me how dumb I am...acknowledge my

existence?

HA! I'm stupid

please...somebody?

Comments

[estarial]

-glompsnugs- I'm sorry everything isn't going well, and I do hope your stomach feels better, :\ Whoever Dylan is, uh...yay for reuniting? XD

I happen to love pretty boys, but I don't think that is any indicator of gay-ness. Let alone being a fag, -twitch- Because a 'faggot' is a bundle of sticks often used for burning witches...because that's what people used to do, y'know, use gays to burn witches, x_X

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Well the kids at school say I'm a fag for liking fags.

and that makes no sense at all.

[estarial]

(o__o) The kids at your school would get eaten by the teachers at my school. Heh, we have a club {that I'm actually in} called Rainbow Connections which is a gay/straight alliance, n_n

No...no, that really doesn't make sense. If that's as eloquent as they get, I'd ignore them, XD

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That's cool. I would fall in love with all the gay boys though.

I tend to do that

funny thing is I go to a "christian" school.

Christians are supposed to be like good and loving...blah blah.

YEAH right.

they are all fakers.

[starxneverxrise]

Vanessa- no matter what your parents think, or what legalistic people think, God made you who you are and He loves you very much, exactly as you are. and if you were to change, He would still love you because His love is not conditional. It goes on and on forever. You are His creation and the thoughts He thinks towards you are for peace and not evil.
Don't let the people get you down... there is one person in life who's thoughts and feelings toward you matter...and that's God.

And your future husband isn't going to hate you... He's going to love you because you are such a special, great girl. AND BOYS. WELL. rest assured, you see more cute boys than i ever will. =D

*hug*

i think you're splendid. And boys... well.. they don't like anyone cool. HAHA.

[swordsforken]

Bacon makes me sick too, so do eggs and about half the things I eat anyways. I normally feel like I'm bordering on sick, so it doesn't take much to push me over the edge usually. I'm allergic to something in the water, so that doesn't help.
Your parents won't be around forever, you just have to let the negative things pass over, and you need to talk to your parents about it. I think you do a better job than most people do for standing up to their parents and talking things out to them, so just keep at it.
Love you Nessa. Wish I could make things better.

[blacksilkrose]

parents are stupid. always trying to blame your problems on everythng you do and not wanting to admit that THEY may be the problem. and your not a fag for liking the guys u like. and school kids are idiots and need to be destroyed. slowly and painfully...
and if your husband hates you when you get married then y did he marry u at all? just a little werd logic
sorry your prolly not wanting to hear logic right now
and im sorry earlyer for calling you pathetic for talking about eyeliner boy*ehem* Bryce (excuse me) so much, i had no room to talk there. lol. but
"fear not there is no darkness that light of some persuasion cannot penetrate" in other words
we can loose your mum at agape and go have the raddest time eva!

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This test alone will not necessarily tell you whether or not you suffer from an Eating Disorder. Answering YES or MAYBE to at least one or more questions in Section A, combined with answering YES or MAYBE to at least one or more questions in Section B, can be an indication that you could be suffering from an Eating Disorder or be well on your way to one.

almost all my answers were yes....

[nerdchic]

Love.

[kissdistinctly]

[Hotness and little hearts flood the room]