No one calls just to talk anymore.

second doubts? yes. Life's a mystery, I hate your logic. Doesn't anyone base their choices on their emotions anymore?

"We get high in backseats of cars
We break into mobile homes
We go to sleep to shake up you
And then wake up on our own"

<3

yesterday was fun. I think I have a crush on someone. But in all honesty I dont know what a "crush" entails, I dont know which feelings create which feelings. I'm not used to feeling things so unfamillar. I feel like everything I want is contraand. I feel like I'm chasing something wipsy and opaque and everytime i come anywhere near it , it just ( Read more... )

beautiful?

Invisible? "Yes", said the Suzy.

When spring comes, I'm becoming emotionally availabe. That's the plan. Third-eye-blind is on repeat, I hate Sundays. I wish my crushes were worth crushin'

Limbo.

I feel okay. Not the fantastic, exceptionally "a-ok" or even the "eh", not especially thrilled eh. Just okay. Okay meaning stable, semi-satisfied, self-suficent. I'd prefer some things, I'm grateful for others. I hate that you think that he only wants to be around because I'm availble. But maybe I'm in denial- I'm avoiding certain signs for ( Read more... )

So this is limbo. I played a little Lazer Tag, but really this weekend just reminded me why I  hung out with Zoe, Alana, and Shannon so much. Other people really can't compare. Everyone is so stupid and so self-absorbed and I'm just sick of everyone talking to you and never really listening.

I have a stalker. He's a pathological liar and listen to ( Read more... )

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