I would just get fucked over once more.

Fuck man...up at 6:ooam.

Wow. This was completely unexpected. I might be getting myself into some shit, but I want to.

Now comes the shitty part...breaking the news to someone else.

And of course I fuck up another good thing.

I'll never get it right. I shouldn't let myself get close to anyone. I know how much of a bitch I am, if I could change it...I would, but I can't.

Waiting to go to his funeral is the worst. I can't wait for it to over with. I'm sick of crying, and I'm sick of not crying. I don't expect anything from anyone who didn't know him. There's not much you can do. I wish I could be more lively, but what's point...in minutes I'll only think about him again. Sigur Ros seems to be the only thing that can ( Read more... )

Don't ask me what happened 12:00 am to 10:00 am on Monday. I have no clue. I"m sure of 2 things right now; I'm graduating this year, and nobody could do what Maddy and Dan do for me.

This has turned out to not be the most eventful or emotionally stable break ever. Thank god for Maddy and Daniel, they might have saved me. I got to get away for a few days, nice but I wish Maddy didn't have work ( Read more... )

I'm glad I got out of Oakley for a while. I needed that. I got to go se Ratatat and dance with my friends. And like old times if you were someone on the outside looking in you couldn't tell who was dating who with us. We look like we just all date each other. It's nice. I hope I can go and stay a few days with Maddy over break. It will be needed ( Read more... )

Well...I'll be in Georgia for maybe 2 weeks at the most. I was supposed to go to georgia to visit my grandpa because he's wasn't doing well. Now I have to go to his funeral ( Read more... )

Who wants to go see Ratatat?????

Come with me!

Good job everyone.

It seems like everyone is doing what they need to be. Everyone is in the right place and we're all moving forward and eventuallly we will end up at our goal in Portland Or. I can't wait because all you guys are amazing and I couldn't ask for better friends.