"It's like rain on your wedding day..."

*He got a ticket this morning. It was kinda sad. I felt really bad about it though. He was sitting in my driveway. Oh well. He should have known to use his blinker, and stop at a stopsign, and to get his inspection up to date. Wow.. what a fag. That's ok. He told he told the cop he was my cousin and he needed ( Read more... )

It's days like these when no one knows how much I miss you...

For some reason, I get pretty good at hiding things when Jennifer isn't at school. It sucked real bad that she wasn't. I really needed her. :( Oh well...I haven't talked to Neil in like.. a week and a half. That's cool I guess. Man... People these days... today kinda sucked. I got ( Read more... )

Stolen from Jennifer's Xanga so hang with me.

100 Random things about me:

1. I like the rain.
2. I L.O.V.E the summer.
3. I need a tan. *workin' on it*
4. I'm addicted to livejournal.
5. Making out under a pool table can actually be romantic.

Once again ( Read more... )

I delt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons. I'm finally content with a past I regret. I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness. For once I'm at peace with myself. I've been burduned with blame, trapped in the past for too long. I'm movin on. I've lived in this place and I know all the faces. Each one is different but ( Read more... )

So this is what today feels like. Kinda like yesterday. Exactly like the week before. Somewhat connected to last month. This year needs to be different than last year. Something needs to happen. Something good, not bad. Hm.. so there really isn't much to say now. Yesterday when I wanted to update and i had a long entry, livejournal was down. It was ( Read more... )

I'm on the phone. That's a good thing. Today wasn't that bad actually. I did a lot of thinking about last night and all the conversations that it held. I'm ready for *this. I'm ready to go. I wish people would quit lying to me to make me not trust him. I do trust him. I will always trust him. Nobody can take that away. I'm out. Love.

It's hard to say what it was I saw in you. Maybe it was the way you took me into your arms and never wanted to let me go. Maybe it was the feeling I got when I was with you. Maybe it was the way that everything dissapeared except us. When I said I needed you to always be there, I really did. When I said I needed you to love me with everything ( Read more... )

I've tried and tried. I've cried and cried. Now it's finally over, and I miss everything about the worst thing I ever had.

If you keep calling, I'll {never} answer.

You cant get me back. I'm too afraid of being hurt.

Your love is like a bullet. Fast and strong, but it brings so much pain.

I sit alone and cry and wonder why I never saw this ( Read more... )

It hurts to know that he only loved me to hurt me. It doesn't make since. I wont go back. I wont give in. I need strength. I need someone. ANYONE that can actually love me for me. And not because they know they can get away with whatever they want. Its annoying. I don't even know now. I'm done. It's over. LaTeRz...