everyday and everynight i think about u. i think about the short time that we had together, bc i was so stupid. i made a choice and to u, it was the wrong one. looking back now i wish things were different. maybe if we had met sooner or later, things would be better. but now all i can do is look back and wonder and wish/pray that one day u ( Read more... )

i hate awkwardness and so does everyone else in the world, so y would u call someone if u say nothing? i dont get it. maybe to be nice but the awkwardness sucks ass! if u dont wanna talk to someone then dont tell them to call u! likei tried to make the effort to hang out with him, but he doesnt seem to want to, so then y did he say yes? idk i ( Read more... )

im soooooo bored. 3rd block is such a blow off class. ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! this sucks i have nothing to do except read posts.

things seem to be getting better, finally, yay! so i got to buy the prom tickets today and then go to work for 3 hrs. thats so bogus, to work for 3 hrs. but im excited to buy the tickets, but i keep having bad dreams about prom. ahh ( Read more... )

so yay they still sell both prom tickets. im soo excited but kinda nervous. like idk y. i wanna go with him, but i dont want things to be weird u know. w/e it will work out.

sam please dont delete you lj. it makes me happy and laugh when i read it. i get so bored and it keeps me busy, plus idk, but please dont. mission this weekend?

so i got a call at 7am on sunday, from the boy. who calls at 7am, neways he said yeah, so i hope its not too late or ill cry. so now today i go with marie to go look for a dress. sam, u gotta go. go with scott, and we can all go together.

ill update later im too hungry to type.

i just left an odd voicemail on this guys phone asking him to prom. i hate leaving voicemails in general, but omg that was weird. i was shaking and now i hope he says yes.

Congrats to marie who got asked today, that lucky chic! i almost wanted to cry, bc im happy but sad at the same time.

well see wat happens. fingers crossed, knuck on

i feel like shit, like i got hit by a big bus. ahh i hate being sick. wat are the signs of mono? i mean i probably dont have it bc i havent kissed a guy in like 6 weeks. damn that is a long time. i need some guy lovin right now ( Read more... )

i hate being sick. like my whole head feels stuffy and gross! then u have to factor in school. wats there to look forward to at school ( Read more... )

school has become a nightmare! its feels awkward to be in a class that i used to love and look forward to, but now it feels wierd. things are only awkward if u make them that way, but sometimes there is only so much that u can do. on a good note i am doing good in my classes. on the past 2 tests in math i have gotten an A! omg those are the ( Read more... )