ok so my goal is to start eating better and being healthy. people always say when u drink you get fat, but i got flat abs and lines this weekend after i got trashed. i always tried beer. its not that great tho. i had fun, i kissed too many people tho. two people were bad tho lol. i want to go to mission on an event night asap. boys boys boys ( Read more... )

omg, so apparently i have changed. idk how though, like i need an example! wtf so today this guy i wanna holla at is flirting with my friend, fine w/e, but then she flirts back. how can u do that, maybe she dont know, but im sure i said something to her. but w/e forget, she can do w/e the fuck she wants. i hope i go to the mmovies with this ( Read more... )

im so confused as to wats going on. people say that ive changed, but people tend to do that, to adjust to things and based on things in their life. so the way i see it, im just chaning to my life. idk if thats a bad thing, but soem say that im fake! wtf, thats kinda harsh, but well see. have to figure this one out. in the summer, im gonna try ( Read more... )

ok so today is gong alright, but last night i was tired and i couldnt sleep. i bought ballet flats. omg i never thought that i would, but i wore them and they are comfortable. this weekend is gonna off the hook, i hope. saturday me and stef are going to "mission" wink wink. lol i want some male affection. lol love peace

i like this boy, actually like two of them, but idk. today he was like oh let me play with your friends sunglasses. wtf i got mad! i shouldnt but i felt like crap. i want to go to FL this summer like me and my friends. i just have to convince my parents. i want to go to miami, orlando, and idk where else. i havent been there for me in a long ( Read more... )

stop asking about super sectionals! it sucked and i dont wanna talk about it!

wtf i was supposed to go to mission, but my mom was being a lame ass. i am going this weekend, idc if my parents say no, im fucking walking out of my house.

i need a purse, where should i go? i need a boy, how do i chose?

thanx god today is friday. mission tomorrow and poms is gonna qualify for state bitches. lol i hope i can out, bc im sick. well see. i hope to see fabio before he leaves, hopefully he didnt get arrested. hopefully, this guy will learn to accept my past. i want a bf. there are these two boys that im feeling, how to choose?

yeah so i had court today, and everything is good. no fine or ticket! yay!! but fabio was in the room too. omg i wanted to die! i hurt someone really bad by my choice, which i dont regret, and im sorry that hes hurt and mad. i just wish he could understand and that he would listen to me. my head hurts and i dont wanna think about this nemore ( Read more... )

yeah so this week has started off not good, at all. i wish i could change somethings that happened, but i can't. hopefully things will get better.

on friday i convinced my mom to let me go out and now i regret that. i think that i fucked things up with this guy, eventhough danielle says i didnt. im not all about giving head, and i think that is wat he wants. if he does then, he can go somewhere else to get that. i might not know wat i want, but i do know wat i dont want. saturday was ( Read more... )