well i didnt go to school today, im so damn sick, and i h8 it bc i miss my benny so much :( it sucks. i threw up all last night, and when i wasnt i just sat up and watched stupid fucking tv all night, i didnt go to bed til like 2. then at like 8 my mom comes in f hits the lights and was like sweetie i clled in ur not going to school, i was like WTF ( Read more... )

today was good, the night was kinda boring tho ( Read more... )

i gaged my ears last night, not big really tho, like a 14 or 12, im trying to start it agian with out my mom yelling at me, bc she cant really now lol ( Read more... )

i have a new  AIM SN!  and it is....

broken at 2am.

im me there bitches!!!!!

ha, that was funny casey just came over to get his movie and skateboard lol, and we talked about y devon got beat up and crap, i get it now. its pretty funny lol.and he was like well i gota go and i was like k, and he was like what no hug!... n i hugged him, i was like...dude i dont even know u and u freak me out already lmao ( Read more... )

i have the worst cold,head aches,shakes, i hate being hyperglycemic, its like right when everything gets good that has to pop up into my life. GR! i came home from the mall last night and threw up like 4 times.. ugh! i just like power cleaned my room lol all for my pink n blank pants ^.^hehe since my mom threw out any trace that i ever wore stuff ( Read more... )

wooooooooop.(random eh ( Read more... )

Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? And does he sing to you incessantly from the place between your bed and wall? Does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes? Looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you. Does he know that place below your neck that is your favorite to ( Read more... )

today was a goodish day- school(boring of course), then went to bens after school, watched futurama and cuddled and almost fell off his couch lol and then went to his doctors thing, i met her shes a really funny "doctor" i cant spell phy....yeah! i wont even try lol then i came home...i read maigannes journal, i god so F-- mad. she wrote crap about ( Read more... )

it's the feeling of skin against skin that i want...

She told him she'd rather fix her makeup than try to fix what's going on.
But the problem keeps on calling even with the cellphone gone.
She told him that she believes in living bigger than she's living now.
But her world keeps spinning backwards and upsidedown.

hmm.... life is making me werid..

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