I was so bored today. I was watching three of my little cuz's today. Kevin was ok. He played PS2 all day. The other two were evil. It was a snow day. I didn't go out. I only enjoy snowdays with friends or at snow resorts. By myself only in small portions. Dustin called me today. He called to get Mikes phone number for Dax again. He called back ( Read more... )

Bored out of my mind with nothing to do. I'm going crazy, insane, my mind is slipping too. It's scary how easy it would be to take my life in an instant. All it would take is one slash, maybe two. Then a rush of blood after the pain. Blood pouring, gushing from my vein. In a puddle of blood taking my last breaths. Dieing alone my heart slowing in ( Read more... )

Filled with Sarrow. For I can no longer have what I want. What I want is you. The cut is deep the wound is big. The thing that has happened keeps filling my head. You are not mine and I am not yours. Oh, how I long to be yours. The silly games you thought I played were not games at all you just dont understand. To hold you in my arms forever and ( Read more... )

I've been depressed for a while now. I get like that every now and then. I can usually always get over it when everyone justs leaves me the heck alone. However no one is. I have a very loving boy friend. He loves me way to much. I think I'm better off alone. It used to be when things weren't working out in my relationships I would dump whoever I ( Read more... )

Slave To The Knife ( Read more... )