Lots of Thinkin

[kisseso3]

So I was talking to Bishop last night. And he, politely and as supportive as possible, told me that I have a lot of thinking to do. He asked me some difficult questions that basically revolved around if I was happy w/ something and whether the good out weighed the bad. I didn't/don't know how to answer that

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[raven_rabit]

You were in my dreams last night. Or rather, I think a message for you was in my dreams, because it wasn't physically you. It was a girl we both knew, but she wasn't anyone that we both actually know. She was an artist. She had a page in a magazine for independent women, something highlighting her for following her dreams.

She was quoted about a recent art piece she did, but she made a point of saying, "To Niki: You will always be the most beautiful masterpiece of my heart, and no matter how wonderful or great my art becomes, you are the only one who will bring me the greatest peace at your memory and all we shared. Never doubt that, no matter what you see."

I thought about it when I woke up because it was an odd little side thing in my dream, especially since I knew it was you and not my little sister Niki. And we haven't really talked in years and then I have an LJ entry from you on my f-list, so I decided to share...

[kisseso3]

That is amazing. How weird. Thank you for sharing that w/ me. How are you? Pregnant right? How is that going?

[raven_rabit]

Being pregnant sucks most of the time. And I've got some kind of crud in my lungs right now. But it is still all very exciting. Except I don't really have a belly and I want a belly. I still look like I've just been eating too much fast food and not exercising, except that I have been eating healthier and exercising more. But everything is healthy and normal so I can't complain too much!

[kisseso3]

That's good. I think pregnancy is absolutely amazing.