Funny thing about life is that you can never control what happens.You can live your whole life waiting for a moment that will never happen and on your death bed,pity and blame yourself as if it was somehow your own fault.Life is a constant struggle and it takes time for anyone to get used to it.im not.....i have a hard time dealing with life.im not used to it because life doesn't feel natural to me.it feels completely unnatural
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i dont want to stuggle anymore. i found what makes me happy, and i found that in you. now you want to take that away from me because you think that is going to make me happy? im not asking for anything more from you, all im asking is for you to continue to do everything like you did before. i see you for who you are, not for who you can be. i never will ask you to change for me, im asking you to live with your past and keep your promise when you told me that you see me in your future. you have so much to offer, and im willing to take some hurt if its gets me to you. how can i see myself as second best when you have me in your arms and you tell me how much you love me? how can i be happy when i know that you arent happy? you are a part of me now, and what happens with you affects me, and you cant change that. i already am a part of your life, just as much as you are a part of mine. i wont hate you, because you didnt and dont waste my time. i am not going to forget you because you are worth remembering. and im not going to be alone,
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A) remind your battle buddy he shouldn't point that weapon at anything he doesn't intend to shoot. Namely, your right foot.
B) You're not rambo, why are you holding your weapon at your crotch? Get that shit up to your chest so you can use it if someone decides to pop around that corner. At rest, holding the weapon at your chest = firing at their chest.
C) I like the new camo. Of course I won't be issued any until at least three years from now. Goddamned woodland camo. Classic, but looks retarded without an ALICE pack or atleast an LCE.
did i tell you recently how awesome you are? i know that you and me didnt exactly end on the greatest of terms, and i apologize for that. all your comments, i can picture you saying them with that cocky little attitude that makes everyone love you. im sorry for being a jerk, and i plan on calling you later just to emphasize how awesome you are. im glad that you are happy now with sunny, and the things that you did to me hurt me, but better yet, they taught me things. you continue to teach me things, and i feel like im constantly learning when i talk to you. thank you so much, rusty.
i'm going to have to hurt someone. anyone who makes my sister cry is NOT allright in my book. and i think chase is just about as angry as i am. i am so sorry you're hurting shannon. and as for you young man, i'd consider yourself lucky that's you aren't within my grasp.
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B) You're not rambo, why are you holding your weapon at your crotch? Get that shit up to your chest so you can use it if someone decides to pop around that corner. At rest, holding the weapon at your chest = firing at their chest.
C) I like the new camo. Of course I won't be issued any until at least three years from now. Goddamned woodland camo. Classic, but looks retarded without an ALICE pack or atleast an LCE.
Semper fi.
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you have my understanding.....
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