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[kissezfromabove]

I've been avoiding writing this, because i was concerned about certain people reading these and making or leaving stupid comments, so i refrained. But this is my journal, these are my feelings, and this is something that has been bothering me for quite some time now. If you have a stupid comment, go ahead and make it. i'm expressing what i feel and

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smile!!

[crffa05]

hey shannon!! i dunno how you feel about what you are going through but i hope you fell better and i think that going to grad bash would be a blast and you would enjoy all the craziness and andrew keeps telling my agriscience class about how you are going to prom with him so if anything you should go for him and i know you'll have fun i mean it is a party to celebrate us leaving the damn hell hole called the "reef" and remember you only have one opportunity to experience senior year so live it out!!

love ya lotz, christine :P

awww

[lil_x_big_o]

Well I have to be one of the fakest people at Coral Reef...but whatever...I would rather sit there with a smile on my face then a frown...and everyone knows I am not the type of person to tell someone to fuck off...man I can hold a converstation with some one I hate and act like everything is cool but hey that's just me...I am queen of the vasilien smile and fake giggle...I fake it so real I'm beyond fake...but I get you, you hate it everyone does...I found myself the other day blowing a kiss to a complete stranger it has just become so routine...kinda freaked me out...I hope you get through this year ok and my I hope my fakeness doesn't offend you cause honestly I dont mean too...I don't even remember if I am all faking around you anyways...I think I need to work on that...luya gurlie!!!

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[kissezfromabove]

but here's the thing. i dont want to be fake. i dont like that lifestyle. i'm used to being able to tolerate people that i don't like and put up with their crap, but im really tired of doing it. i've said this before-there is only a certain amount of fake smiles that i can handle before it really starts to hurt. and i wasn't refering to you, because i really dont think that you have a reason to be fake around me. unless i am incorrect, that is. i want to get to a point that i dont have to deal with any of the fake; either someone being fake towards me or me being fake towards someone. i'm tired of this fake, and i refuse to do it anymore.

wow

[prancet_81]

fake people are sad and if i lived my life like that i would kill myself!!!!!!!!!