my last post, i wanted to delete, but after that hard work by Blake to make me feel better, i just didn't have the heart too. I realize alot of it is to do with I have NO TIME for anyone
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it's ok sweetheart ♥ i completely understand. love should always come first. and i know it's difficult to manage time for friends.. and your friends need to understand it. i'm always here for you no matter what.. if you ever have an emotional breakdown because you're so stressed from work and school and need someone to talk to, you have my number ♥
thanks so much. i miss you so much and I love your new hair btw. How the hell did you get so tan? You were whiter than me, and I can't get Tan for anything...
I have no clue what you're talking about. I have a social anxiety disorder. I'm quiet and afraid of people.You of all people should know exactly what I think of myself, and it's nothing to positive. I have and probably still would drop everything to spend time with you, and I understand not having time for people. In two weeks, I'll be dead to the world due to sorority stuff and I may even end up losing my job because I won't have time to work, which means I won't be able to be in a sorority... not what we're talking about... The biggest problem that I'm having right now is that this is the SECOND time you've done this to me AND one of the three times that I called you that day, actually the last of the three, YOU PICKED UP THE PHONE AND HUNG UP ON ME. Yeah, I still feel like shit. Also, you could have said something through live journal. I wouldn't have been offended. I've read every one of your posts. I've also seen you online. You knew that I was really hurt and you didn't do a damned thing about it. I'm not about to assume that I'
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about the hanging up thing... that is exactly what I am talking about NEXTEL SUCKS ass. Anyone who has one will tell you that. Lacey got couldn't get in touch with me either. about e-mailing, im sorry for standing you up. I love you Lindey, but because i felt bad, and everything i did just leave you alone. i don't blame you for being mad. i know I am a bad person and what-not. I miss you, Stassia, and everyone else. im sorry for making you feel like shit, im sorry for you eye. i don't know what else to say.
Don't apologize to me when you didn't do anything wrong! ;)dramaqueen8331August 18 2005, 00:01:50 UTC
I just want you to be happy and I think if you make this space for yourself, it will make life alot easier for you. Girl, I know what you mean about the never having time for anyone. However, if you don't even have much time to spend with Willie, chances are you don't have time to spend with yourself. That's why I think it is so important for you to make your LJ your own space. When you start making time for yourself, you'll be on the rode to making time for everyone else. I know what I've just said sounds a little funky since time for yourself doesn't quite connect to time for everyone else, but I promise the two will connect eventually and you'll understand what I mean. I love ya girl. Take some time for you and the rest will eventually fall into place.
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What times are your classes?
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i completely understand.
love should always come first. and i know it's difficult to manage time for friends.. and your friends need to understand it.
i'm always here for you no matter what.. if you ever have an emotional breakdown because you're so stressed from work and school and need someone to talk to, you have my number ♥
i love you
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love you too.
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umm. well it took going to the tanning bed 4 times a week since january ;x
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i know I am a bad person and what-not. I miss you, Stassia, and everyone else.
im sorry for making you feel like shit, im sorry for you eye. i don't know what else to say.
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