"i am so confused. i don't understand why i'm not happy.
i feel happy when i'm smiling...but i know it's just an act. i'm not happy at all.
i am never content with my life. i waste so much time wishing for things that won't happen and wanting things i'll never get. i never understand anything either."
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"i hate thinking about someone i know i should not think about. i hate checking my buddy list every 5 minutes to see if they've gotten online. i hate wondering if i will see them friday.
i just want to go to sleep. and stay that way for a few years."
have been stolen from my brain, thank you very much.
no, but yeah i definitely relate... i've been running those thoughts through my head all damn day. so it was creepy to read your entry :X
<3 feel better i relate to a lot of things you said... im sorry <3 feel better IM me if you need someone to talk to or anything at all. macross209 <----add it to your buddy list
Cheer up...things cannot be that bad...check out how shitty this is...My ex-fiance left me 2 months before our wedding date...without any warning...she just leaves me for a complete loser...i hate girls now...they all treat me like shit...i sont know if i can trust girls sometimes...they can be worse than guys sometimes...i'm so lonely...i wish there was someone who wanted to cuddle with me...im sorry for going off with my problems...just not been too happy lately.
you're right. girls can be totally shitty. i know. i've been there. i've been a complete bitch to people who love me. i don't know?
i hate trying to be optimistic cuz i'm not generally an optimistic person...but try to cheer up...you never know. it could be like this because something greater is going to happen to you.
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i feel happy when i'm smiling...but i know it's just an act. i'm not happy at all.
i am never content with my life. i waste so much time wishing for things that won't happen and wanting things i'll never get. i never understand anything either."
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"i hate thinking about someone i know i should not think about.
i hate checking my buddy list every 5 minutes to see if they've gotten online.
i hate wondering if i will see them friday.
i just want to go to sleep. and stay that way for a few years."
have been stolen from my brain, thank you very much.
no, but yeah i definitely relate... i've been running those thoughts through my head all damn day. so it was creepy to read your entry :X
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i hate when i have these kinds of days.
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and people wonder why emo sells so well these days...
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i want to sleep for lots of years also.
or maybe forever.
ya know, it's like whatever.
need anything, let me know.
<3, kt.
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it's a jeff phrase. hehe.
thank you love <3
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no prob. and remember if ya need anything, just ask.
love, kt.
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i relate to a lot of things you said...
im sorry
<3 feel better
IM me if you need someone to talk to or anything at all.
macross209 <----add it to your buddy list
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you're right. girls can be totally shitty. i know. i've been there. i've been a complete bitch to people who love me. i don't know?
i hate trying to be optimistic cuz i'm not generally an optimistic person...but try to cheer up...you never know. it could be like this because something greater is going to happen to you.
<3
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