So...I'm in the Miss Huntington Beach Pageant. Just for kicks really ( Read more... )

Ryan's memorial...was intense. you could tell right away who actually knew him, and who were fans. It was nice though, knowing he touched so many people. I couldnt stop from crying. I told myself i wouldnt, but i couldnt help it.

He's in a better place now, i guess. Theres no war, disease, or any of ( Read more... )

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Ok, so let's update.

School's keeping my busy. But i like most of my classes and most of the peopel in them, so its all good. With the exception of my Chem Lab group...i may shotthem soon.

Work- i swear i've come close ( Read more... )

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Well gee, dont i move on fast. lol ( Read more... )

Friends are awesome. Seriously, i dont know what i'd be doing without you guys right now. So thank you for kicking ASS!

I'm going back to my previous mindset that love in high school doesnt exist. It's all a lie.

Oh, and thank you ex-boyfriend, look, I'm calling you ex-boyfriend, i never called you that before DID I, for pointing out that ( Read more... )

i hate you. i think i finally hate you. how can you tell me you love me and a month later be with someone else? how can you do that to me? yeah, i've flirted with other people, sure. but its meant nothing. and you knew that. but you're actually WITH someone else. after telling me you didnt have time to do anything but school and work. after telling ( Read more... )

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