proof i have no life.
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Made out. haha
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Haha, i didnt keep it. and i will.. and this time im gonna keep it.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Uh.no.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yeah.
5. What countries did you visit?
US?
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
strength (emotionally)
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
June 15th, 2005. my first day with kevin.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
making over 400 (combined)
9. What was your biggest failure?
stupid relationships.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
uhh.. i got sick a few times yeah
11. What was the best thing you bought?
an ipod.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
hmm. i dont know.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
this one boy.
14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes. movie tickets. food. whatever else i wanted.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
going to florida.
16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
collide by howie day.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: older. probably wiser. and i know a lot more.
i. happier or sadder? happier.
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner? i dont know.
iii. richer or poorer? the same? haha
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
loving the right way.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
fighting and losing my temper and patience.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with my family. and then going downtown chicago to my uncles house for a huge party with like 100 people. and getting lots of presents and money from my family. its pretty cool.
21. What was the most embarrassing thing that happened to you in 2005?
dont remember.
22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
nope.
23. How many one-night stands?
..ew
24. What were your favorite TV programs?
Laguna Beach.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yes. definately.
26. What was the best book you read?
Next Summer.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
mae.
28. What did you want and get?
ipod.
29. What did you want and not get?
heh...a lot actually.
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
either elizabethtown, or a lot like love.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i went mad shopping andddddd went to a really nice expensive restaurant. and 14.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
if i moved to florida.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
haha. i dont know.
34. What kept you sane?
my friends. and my sister.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
RYAN CABRERA. =]
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
nothing. politics bore me.
37. Who did you miss?
Kevin Abrego.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Not sure.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
dont take things for granted because they can be gone in the blink of an eye.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
i dont know.
im so bored.
Bold the "Yes'" and italicize the "Maybes"
01. I have been in love.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I love my gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write, even though I think I suck at it.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I’m probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I’ve had a concussion before.
16. I’m not good with confrontation.
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I’m spiritual… but not religious.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached
27. I am either bisexual, or either not 100 percent sure of my sexuality
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen She’s All That at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I have a lot of drama
41. No one really knows me.
42. I love my hair.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I’m a hopeless romantic.
47. I feel very empty sometimes.
48. I am/was most likely clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am addicted to coffee.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure.
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I am usually a happy person.
59. I’m extremely mellow.
60. I contemplated suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction
71. I love school. well i love learning but not school.
72. I’ve played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. I tend to feel inadequate.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts.
79. President Bush is a Complete and Utter Moron.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I don't take criticism well.
82. I love abercrombie boys
83. Chris Carrabba is one of the sexiest men alive.
84. So is Conor from Bright Eyes.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I can be too hard on myself.
90. I’m probably going to have premarital sex.
91. I don’t like my nose.
92. I am very religious.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I am ridiculously indecisive.
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. I love music.
97. I’m in love.
98. I have problems letting go of people.
99. I tend to think with my heart more than my heart.
LAST TIME YOU......
SMILED? - a second ago.
LAUGHED? - a little bit ago.
CRIED? - like 20 minutes.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? -today.. crackers
DANCED? - today.
WERE SARCASTIC? - today.
KISSED SOMEONE? - been a while.
HUGGED SOMEONE? - today.
TALKED TO AN EX? - haha like 30 minutes ago. pretty much everyday.
HAD A NIGHTMARE? - the other night. it was scary as fuck.
LAST THING YOU READ - not sure.
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN? - elizabethtown
LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED?-- heh.
LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV? - sex and the city.
LAST SONG YOU HEARD? - daphne loves derby - the end of everything i loved
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK? - water.
YOU ATE? - a cupcake that i made.
DO DRUGS? - Nope.
HAVE A CRUSH? - yeah.
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK? - not anymore. i used to.
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE - yeahhh.
STILL LOVE HIM/HER? - yahhhh.
READ THE NEWSPAPER? - nah
HAVE ANY GAY, BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? - yep.
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? - definately.
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? - yes. for a girl at least. i dont know about for guys.
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL? - not much.
BELIEVE IN GOD? - yep.
HAVE ANY SECRETS? - oh yes.
HAVE ANY PETS? - yep.
GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY? - yep.
HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? - yep. 3
HAVE ANY TATTOOS - im gonna get a tiny little heart on my stomach down by my hip.
HAVE A BEST FRIEND? - renee.
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? - definately.
CARE ABOUT LOOKS? - yeahh.
TRUST OTHERS EASILY? - definately.
. Who
*who is your best friend(s)? renee.
*do you trust the most? renee.
*the craziest? camry.
*funniest? camry.
*quietest? kelly c.
*most intelligent? not sure.
*sheltered? not sure.
*goes by the rules? hahah probably jessica or maggie.
*weirdest? camry.
*do you have the most fun with? camry. or colleen ceili jill and kara.
*who last asked you out? uh...whats his face =/
*last dumped by? not lately. mutual breakup? yes.
*kissed by? kevin.
*hugged? dont remmeber.
*said I love you to? kevin
*was your last/current crush? heh.
*did you last im? courtney
*call? =]
*say "hi" to? whats her face.
*did you last compliment? dont remember.
*is your favorite band? not sure. i like alot.
*singer? maria mena.
*is your idol? dont have one.
*called you last? =] not suuuuuure.
*did you last email? kevin
*receive and email from? kevin
*who/what did you last cry about? read above.
*who did you last yell at? read above.
*laugh with? allison.
*make a joke about? not sure.
*did you last lie to? uhhhhhh. =] i cant tell.
*was the last person in your mind? kevin
*can you trust with your whole life? my mom. my sister.
*will go out of their way just to do something you ask? not sure.
*was your 3rd grade teacher? ms. welter.
*5th? mrs. cavitt
*8th? uh. mrs. felter, mrs. schulz, ms. schumacher, ms. balice.
*was your first best friend? maggie gosselin.
*did you last have a dream about? this weird cabin in the woods. and someone was like.. grabbing my arm and telling me to come with them.. i dont remember who it was. it was weird.
When
*did you wake up today? 7
*was the last time you showered? at like... 8
*brushed your teeth? like 8
*combed your hair? after my shower.
*listened to music? when i got outta the shower.
*took a nap? dont remember.
*watched a good tv program? like 20 minutes ago.
*went on a walk? last week.
*yell? today
*scream? last week.
*spoke a different language? today...spanish is lame.
*read a book? today.
*magazine? today.
*went shopping? 2 days ago.
*cried of happiness? like a week ago.
*pig out? all the time.
*go to a new website? not in a while.
*turned you down? eh.
*kissed you? over the summer.
*were you last given a complient? today. "i love your shiirt!"
*pet an animal? an hour or so ago.
*dissed someone? hahahha today.
*bought something you didnt need? jeeze, all the time.
*took a picture? today.
*went swimming? wow.. summer at jessicas birthday party.
*had a big meal? tonight.
*went over to someone's house? i dont even know.
*truly said "i love you"? tonight.
*tripped? yesterday. hahahah
*stuttered? eh. not often.
*sang in the shower? today.
*eat something sweet? today.
*sneeze? yesterday
Are
*you caring? yes
*optimistic? sometimes. depends what kind of mood im in.
*negative? yes.
*depressed? eh.. not so much anymore.
*angry? yes.
*in shitty moods? yeah.
*peaceful? sometimes.
*athletic? no.
*original? yeah.
*unique?yeah. from the girls at my school? hell yeah.
*pro-active? uhhh.
*funny? i make people laugh?
*intelligent? i would say so, i guess.
*dumb? i can be...very
*retarded? not really?
*silly? definately.
*annoying to others? haha, probably.
*whiny? sometimes
*insecure? sometimes.
*mature? yeah.. most of the time.
*wise? a lot of people tell me i am "wise beyond my years"
*happy? for the most part. i would say so.
*sensitive? ..definately.
*independent? meh.
*lonely? yeah.
*friendly? yeah
*attractive to others? idk.
*talkative? if im in a good mood.
*shy? to some..
*sheltered? noooo
*sweet? yeahh
*artistic? i can be.
*creative? yes
*open minded? Yes
*close minded? nah
* weird? hahah yeah.
*Daring? definately.
*different? probably.
*ambitious? yes
Do
*love yourself? for the most part.
*have good friendships? a few.
*believe in yourself? for the most part.
*like someone right now? yeah.
*go after your goals and dreams? im working on that.
*like your life? not at this moment.
*have a lot of friends or a few close ones?both.
*believe music is life? well.. not all of it.. but a huge portion.
*think your smart? not all the time.
*a good person? yeah. i like to think i am.
*you think if you were someone else would you be friends with yourself? and be attracted to you? what a weird question.
okay finally going to bed.
wow i have no life.. its sad.