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disgusting. you disgust me.

tonight i have work until ten o'clock and then philip is supposed to come over and in the morning we're going to perhaps get michelle if she's available to get, and then go down to the dover area. i will be at johnny's funeral starting at 11 in rollinsford at a small church there, i will most likely be with everyone for a while so i'll be in dover ( Read more... )

"this was kissing rain the kind that comes down just to make a night more romantic. the kind that makes me think of the way you told me i wasn't even real. i could forget this. and brush this off like i was sleeping through it all. but i never second guessed myself when i let this fall down, build up, and fall down again. this was kissing rain ( Read more... )

i love it.

im going to be really stupid, find scizzoes and CUT CUT CUT my hair arse mane on my head. and be lovely. ohhh snap. fooey.

i've re-examined who i actually care about. and i must say it feels weird to re-examine. because i don't care who you are, or what you think you mean to me, the way i look at you, is nothing like the way you think i do. i'm not the type to say i love you, and not mean it. but i have begun to doubt love all together. the way it's supposed to ( Read more... )

baby, if it weren't for hearts like mine, calloused so thickly... you move way too fast. but don't slow down and don't let go. hold me close enough, lest i fall. they say, i don't know how to love the right way. but you make me feel, you make me feel, like i do. i can't ignore it. you fall in love, and i'm running after. don't slow down.

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ummm. well that was interesting. hah. ummm. ummm. i really dont know what to say. huh. bed time i guess. hah. weird. so weird. i'm starting to actually enjoy myself. quite interesting. i have super hero powers i swear, but you didn't hear it from me. hah. soooo weird. i'm soo weird. and chalk full of gummy bears. and p.s. charlie and the chocolate ( Read more... )

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