argh i cant sleep. i dislike being alone at night very much so. It's like no matter hiow good my day is, or previous nights are, what matters is the way i'm feeling on a lonely night. le sigh. it has to stop ( Read more... )

mmmm my back hurts as always. I can't sleep, jus keep thinking about things over and over again, thank you ocd. My day started out shitty, but got better somewhat. Ashley paid her bill so now her phione is working. She's going to be riding in the fair thursday night so i'll be there then with jessika and tomorrow with bry. im exicted to go, just ( Read more... )

mmm just got back from hanging out with ak attack aka ashley kantor. She was in israel, i haven't seen her for awhile so it was good to see her again. We sat at jerzee freeze for a few hrs. and had ice cream and talked. Caught up on old/new friends, boys, college stories. She said i have to write a book cause things happen to me that are so funny, ( Read more... )

mmm past few days have been fun. i went rollerskating today, didnt fall once!! ashley didnt come in this week :-( i made a cool visor in arts and crafts!!!

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yeah so pretty much music changes lives, in my case my mood. Current myspace song had to be Jiggle it by young squeezy haha i told jess that i was like idk there are so many young ____'s so i just said squeezy. i love love love dancing to that song in boy underwear cause it looks good when you jiggle it in them haha ( Read more... )

umm last night sucked.. a lot. What ended up happening was i left work early cause i started to get a feeling of vertigo. I know it rarely happens, but when it does it is so bad and i know it comes in stages. So as soon as i started to get shiort breathes and feel wobbly i sat down and just focused on not moving position. So i got out of there ( Read more... )

past three days or so have been pretty fun. Ashley got here monday night and we hungout and saw potc 2 and held hands in the theater. i think we went out for food after that but i dont even remember.. i just remember waking up sleepy the next morning.

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whats up? haha i don't know why i wrote that. so pretty much beat from work, i only slept 5 hrs last night. I get an hr. break so i was thinking of all the things i could do in an hr... of course the first thing that came to mind was sex haha. that would be so slutish to like leave work for an hr., have sex, then go back. anywayssss i ended up ( Read more... )

mmm yeah so yesterday pretty much consisted of waking up late and watching movies all day. I still feel kind of crappy. I think the lack of sleep has just started to hit me ( Read more... )

argh my stummy hurts. i have been feeling weird since last night, i think it had to have been something i ate at the tiki bar. So last two days went as follows ( Read more... )