My application
Hey everybody, I would like to say some nice person came along and posted this community in my life journal, and well I would like to say I love what it stands for...well emo stuff.
So here we go,
My name is Sean
I am 16 years of age.
My location is Norfolk County, Mass (Above RI)
May I say this next question and that it is very original...
My screen name means Long Live the Desa, short for Desaparcidos (Conor Obherst more political band)
What are your favorite emo bands?
Hmmm, I would say Bright Eyes, Taking Back Sunday, Brand New, Deathcab for a Cutie, the Early November
What make you emo materail?
I'm not entirly sure, but I can say this, I love my music more than alot of things, it causes my mood to change (sometimes good, sometimes bad), also I live in a much more emotional sense than phyiscal( I'm a pisces (astroligcal sign)
Describe your style
Hmmm, I'm not entirly sure what you mean by this, so I'll give the awnser for both things that I think it is...
Style of Life: I never start trouble with people, but sometimes when people start trouble with me for no reason, I'll just state my case and then surrender. Cause I am not a fan of drama, I am quite around the cheerleader\jock type people....cause of insecurites and stuff...and alot of times there jerks who dont like those prefer to be independant and have there own will and not live under theirs. I try to maintain happines whenever, I can and I succed...Which is Good, og I am a religous person too.....
Style of Fashion and stuff: Smaller band shirts, ocassionally glasses.....(when I feel like it hehehehe) my new bright Royal blue chucks, which seem to burn at people's eyes, jeans, Vans shirts (not alot though) and shoes. Sometimes a blue bandana in my back pocket hangin out....whatever....hehe
Favorite Song: Magazines by Brand New.....makes me smile ; )
Favorite Song Lyrics:
Nothing Gets Crossed out by Bright Eyes...so moving
I'm gunna make the parts that I can truly relate to now, thank you!
The future has got me worried, such awful thoughts. My head is a carousel of pictures. The spinning never stops. I just want someone to walk in front and I'll follow the leader. Like when I fell under the weight of a schoolboy crush. I started carrying her books and doing lots of drugs. I almost forgot who I was, but came to my senses. Now I try to be assertive. I'm making plans. I want to rise to the occasion, yeah, meet all of their demands. But all I do is just lay in bed and hide under the covers. I know I should be brave but I'm just afraid of all this change.
It's hard to focus through all this doubt. I keep making "To Do" lists but nothing ever gets crossed out. Even working on the record seems pointless now. When the world ends, who's gonna hear it? But I try and take some comfort in written words, yeah Tim I heard your album and it's better than good. When you get off tour I think we should hang and black out together. Because I've been feeling sentimental for days gone by...all those summers singing, drinking, laughing, wasting out time. Remember all those songs and the way we smiled in those basements made of music. But now I've got to crawl to get anywhere at all. I'm not as strong as I thought.
So when I'm lost in a crowd, I hope that you'll pick me out. Oh, how I long to be found. The grass grew high. I laid down. Now, wait for a hand to lift me up, help me stand. I have been laying so low don't want to lay here no more. I But if everything that happens is supposed to be and it is predetermined, you can't change your destiny. Then I guess I'll just keep moving and someday, maybe, I'll get to where I'm going.
Relationship status:
No, not really, its kinda hard to pull one off these days, being that I kinda have little hope for girlfreinds anymore...cause my last g\f was kinda a bitch to me and stuff, but right now I really have strong freindships, which is best for me...
What do you think makes you differnt than everyone else?
Well, I really like lawn tractors....hehe I dont know why, but I do....one day I plan to create FrankenTractor....the most capable lawn mower ever....good lord am I a dork or what?
Okay here is the pictures:
