how can one heart be so empty. how can one be so full it's going to break. i never understand matters of love or matters of hate, and i guess it isn't my job to. all i know is that walking into a room and feeling like the other people don't want you to exist is almost the worst feeling i think i've ever experienced. it's only beat by realizing that ( Read more... )

If anyone is bored and wants to make me a new icon for my LJ, it would be much appreciated. I really don't know what I want it to look like or anything. And I'm sorry that I have no suggestions, and that I'm kind of picky. BUTTTTTTT you'd be my best friend in the whole world if you could help me replace the icon Im using right now. It just occurred ( Read more... )

Empty another bottle, and let me tear you to pieces. This is me wishing you into the worst situations. I'm the kinda kid that can't let anything go. But you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat.

Saw RENT last night. Incredible. After waiting 6 years to see it, I'm really suprised it lived up to my expectations. Part of it was most definitely due to the fact that I saw it with Sylvia, which was awesome because I haven't spent nearly as much time with her lately as I wish I could. The tickets were my christmas present from her:) It was ( Read more... )

[Insert emo lyrics here] Boys are aggravating and yet, so monetarily useful :) Some of them just know exactly what to say to make you want to take a nail file to your teeth, and others make you turn into a Katie puddle (my way of saying that a certain person made me melt today). By the way I had the craziest night with Christie tonight, which ( Read more... )

This weekend has been so exhausting. Friday was St. John's, good times minus the 2938792387 random people who were there. Definitely not used to there being more thank maybeeee 60 people there on a good night. There were SOOOO many people there last night, though. Crazy. But it was good to see so many fun people, too. Especially people I hardly see ( Read more... )

Decided to finally post again. It's been such a long time because I guess I just got too lazy. A lot has happened, but I didn't think it was worth taking up everyone's friend pages ( Read more... )

So I was just meandering around MySpace as usual on nights I have little to do, when I came across something that caused me to say what the fuck out loud. I recognize that lots of our MySpace friends are random, but it really pissed me off a few months ago when I looked at a certain boy's page and saw that he was friends with an unnamed girl that I ( Read more... )

Mrs. McGowan (choir teacher) makes me want to commit violent acts. She is so impossibly frustrating, it's almost too hard to put into words. However, I shall try...aklsdfkasjdf;lkajsdkfjhKLJHAKJHAKLJSFDKAJH;lihjas;ldkjfa;sldkjf;alsdkjfa;lskdjf. I think that about covers it ( Read more... )

Lately I feel like I've just been floating along...not really accomplishing anything, just kind of scraping by unnoticed. Which is weird, because I haven't been unnoticed because of this freakin play ( Read more... )