Comments | kissmemrduritz: What's my problem?

kissmemrduritz

What's my problem?

Jan 29, 2009 11:11

I don't know why I've lost the ability to speak in public. Or in a small conference room. I just get so scared and have wobbly eye contact and then my nose begins to run! (well, that was because I have a bit of a cold, but still - how embarrassing!) I guess it has a lot to do with the level of comfort and I am obviously uncomfortable and awkward ( Read more... )

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dd_116 February 1 2009, 08:53:28 UTC

I was just telling Liz this, but is there some kind of strange unbalenced vibe going on? Because literally everyone I know is lost or on their way to being lost, or way beyond lost that they don't even know where they are anymore. (maybe b/c of the economy ( ... )

kissmemrduritz February 2 2009, 22:25:37 UTC

yes, i do think there is a strange unbalance going on... although mine has fluctuated for awhile. you know, i would move back to texas in a heartbeat to spend time with my 6-year-old sister who i never see and friends, but i don't want to be completely selfish (my boyfriend's family and friends are all here). i would love to move to san francisco, but it is SO expensive to live, so i'd definitely need to find a job first ( ... )

dd_116 February 3 2009, 13:57:39 UTC

anhedonia??? you mean you have no pleasure from sex chocolate or alcohol?!?! can't beeee.....

texas? maybe...i like to think that every door is open, even going back to israel...
i've started to think as my life as one big adventure...easier said than done. for people like you and i who are go getters.

However, spa dreams were always in the back of my head..and it took a lot of vacation and meditating and closing my eyes to figure out what my next step is.

I'm heartbroken to leave this wonderful year i've had in Israel...however, you need to do what's best for you. Granted, you have a serious boyfriend, and it's not only you in the picture..but remember if you're not happy with your self...than how can you be the best partner to your bf?
whadda i know? I was engaged..broke it off...never loved any bf, and has never had a relationship longer than half a year. oh well...

dd_116 February 3 2009, 13:58:23 UTC

and you don't have a problem...we're all in the same boat...

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