it's not that i'm that interesting; they just have nothing meaningful to say. i seriously have to dumb myself down. wow. whenever they talk, i feel like i am in hell. what a booooring conversation.

I really don't understand office politics. I wish hard work reigned supreme over ass-kissing or comradery, but I know the world doesn't work that way. And that's always come to bite me in the ass in anything I do: NESA, friendship, work. But I'm never gonna be that person. As hard as I try, that's just not the kind of person I am. I'm a hard ( Read more... )

-I love Brendan more and more each day. I used to be scared of marriage, but now I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him as a Sinclair. I can't wait to spend Christmas with his family for the second time. But I am stuck on what to get him ( Read more... )

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Written by Max Ehrmann (circa 1920)Go placidly amid the noise and the haste ( Read more... )

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and i'm so glad i'm able to work with it on a daily basis. if anything, that makes me proud of the work that i do, even amidst the dramz ( Read more... )

so, i don't know what i'm feeling right now - if it's sadness, disappointment, depression, nostalgia, astonishment, or what. But I really feel like ever since I moved to California, I haven't really met any quality people. I mean, I've met some (i.e. my boyfriend), and lost others, but for the most part I feel like no one that I've met is ( Read more... )

but i think i might be a lot of people's dream girls. sometimes i wonder what it would be like to be single. i mean i don't wonder a lot, but i never really "dated" and then found someone who i absolutely adore, but that's it. no more exploration. not that i want to but there's always that lingering thought. and yes, the outcome would probably end ( Read more... )