the beautiful surrender
I feel so much better. I don't feel like I am attached romantically. But i'm not Broken up with. Things are so much more clear.
AudBall415: hey
BluEcAtbaCk8: hey whats up
BluEcAtbaCk8: i just woke up
AudBall415: not much what have you been up too
BluEcAtbaCk8: nothin school and comin home for football
AudBall415: fun.
AudBall415: sounds busy
BluEcAtbaCk8: yeah
BluEcAtbaCk8: i go to class from 8 to 5 mondays wednesdays and fridays and then i have class form 11 to 12 and 3 to 5 on tuesdays and thursdays and then i have like an hour or 2 of homework in all classes most of the time so i do that then i hang outw ithc ody for a lil bit and help him with what h neds help with then iw ak upa dn do it again the next morning
AudBall415: awww.... poor thing
AudBall415: :-)
AudBall415: well i hope everything doesn't wear you out.
BluEcAtbaCk8: it has i came home firdya and watched fooball and then slept form about 12 that ngiht till about 5 the next day
BluEcAtbaCk8: then woke up ate and went back to sleep like i sslept all day saturday
BluEcAtbaCk8: and then i slept most the day today to
AudBall415: awww....
AudBall415: i've been feeling neglected
AudBall415: lol
BluEcAtbaCk8: u havnt called me either though
AudBall415: i was waiting to see if you would call me
AudBall415: but you never do
BluEcAtbaCk8: well im busy baby and i hardly ever have survice
AudBall415: it's okay
AudBall415: maybe we should take a break though. because this distance drives me nuts
AudBall415: and not seeing you isn't making it better
AudBall415: ...?
AudBall415: you there?
BluEcAtbaCk8: yeha sorry i was eating a hamburger
BluEcAtbaCk8: yeah ive ben thinking the same thing
AudBall415: i'm only suggesting it because i feel like i'm just something that you have to deal with.
AudBall415: i still want to be really good friends
BluEcAtbaCk8: i love u with allmy heart adn soul dont think i dont because i do but this distance thing is driving me insance
BluEcAtbaCk8: insane^
BluEcAtbaCk8: i cant take it
AudBall415: but i want to put the brakes on the whole relationhsip thing
AudBall415: me too!
AudBall415: lol
AudBall415: but you still better call
AudBall415: or i'll kick your butt
BluEcAtbaCk8: ill kikc urs to
AudBall415: hehe
BluEcAtbaCk8: and u better not do anythign that ur gonna regret
AudBall415: i'll call but you have to also
BluEcAtbaCk8: or ill have to kick his butt
AudBall415: hahaha........
AudBall415: omg i wont!!!!!
AudBall415: you better not either or i'll beat the stuffing out of her
AudBall415: but are you still coming down on thanksgiving
AudBall415: :-)
BluEcAtbaCk8: idk ill see
BluEcAtbaCk8: i gotta talk to mom
AudBall415: :-( u stink boogerface
AudBall415: lol
BluEcAtbaCk8: well i gotta make sure my bubba isnt coming home during that time and then ill see if were in the playoffs still or not
AudBall415: i'll be really sad if you don't come to visit me... :-(
AudBall415: love you ! bye.
BluEcAtbaCk8: love u to
BluEcAtbaCk8: bye