i found myself in an incredibly good mood today. Like.. actually talking to people 0_o
i felt awkward talking to my therapist & i'm like "Sooo.. i'm in a pretty good mood lol"
She made my day SO MUCH BETTER when she directed me back to Diane. i tried getting in contact with her but her business card was expired or something, & i mentioned that.  So ( Read more... )

oh joy what did i get myself into this time :S

sometimes i wonder if i'm consciously aware when i agree to stuff

Pool party = fucking disaster.

why do i do this?
i don't get it
i hate myself, i hate everyone, i hate the world

So today at work & after I ( Read more... )

Today started off pretty bad... i just couldn't bring myself to waking up :S I think i was in the middle of a dream.  So all during class i was trying ohsohard to not fall asleep ( Read more... )

craigs list ftw... bout time i start getting rid of this crap in my room.
Whyyyyy wasn't i introduced to CL sooner? >.>

i can't really remember the last time i've felt this alone before
& then i realized i put myself here
& i realized i pushed everyone away from me

& then i realized i have to help myself before i could help anyone else.

(damn, why did i lose her business card >.<)

first injury from work... i feel proud 0_o ( Read more... )

how am i supposed to do this stupid psychology report if everyone just acts differently around me. D

i think i'm developing some kind of photo-graphic memory :|