Pathetic but true

[kissofdespair]

            I am too naked. I show all of my heart and soul and anything on my mind. But as I can see no one cares. No one will be that free and open with me. I say all I feel on this damned thing and I still feel as alone as the day I wrote my first entry.

I have tried with all my effort to not become cold, empty, a shell. Though that is

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Last words...

[creperumm]

Not my last words to you yet, but honestly... I haven't seen a lot of emotion written here, briefly once in awhile you'll say how you're feeling, but to pour your heart out here in a journal isn't quite the same as doing it in person. I've seen more from you, and I know theres more to you than just what you've written here, don't be afraid to let go and let someone tear the walls that you've built down. I hope I can be one of the people to help tear those walls down, I know that Adam is trying or at least he should be... Share with me again, in the life and the friendship that we treasured

[kissofdespair]

Look at it from both sides.

[defyreality]

I'd play you a song, but you wouldn't like it.

Then I'd tell you to lower your expectations. You shouldn't expect people to bear their souls when you snap your fingers. You shouldn't have to hear about other people's pain to be happy and feel good about yourself. Just because we don't want to show you our demons doesn't mean we're pathetic, worthless, and dead. If you really need to satisfy your apparent craving for human suffering, watch the news.

[kissofdespair]

Its not suffering i want to hear.. i wanna hear about happiness, love, fears.. i want honesty. i am sick of fakeness. And it isnt at a snap of fingers.. its after long friendship. it isnt to feel good about myself, i feel wonderful.
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