Damnit!

[kissofdespair]

Fuck..

Today is not a happy day..this is the day my precious rat Lilith died.. I found her not moving when i awoke. And i burst into tears.. the even worse part is that she was/is pregnant.. they never even got to be born. She was ready to have them any day. But now they dont even get a chance. I think she was getting old and this pregnancy just

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[toxic_envy__]

:'( Aww. I'm sorry lovey.

[kissofdespair]

Thank you hun.. Its just weird how feeding her and playing with her has become so much of my routine and now it's gone.. I catch myself thinking about giving her a treat.. and that really sucks.. *sniffle*
+A+